What's wrong with you ?!

The only thing that makes me bored is hearing people say they are bored

Till today I love her the same ... not because I didn't find anyone else ... but because ... I don't have time left after loving her.. ..*Mohabbatein mood*. The weather is great, holiday is lovely, home- made food is always kind of thing. ahh. This is my second week of holiday and I 'm enjoying this to the fullest.

I don't know why people complain that their holidays are boring. Are they really have nothing to do at home ? I have always got things to do (washing all the dishes, laudry everyday, bla bla except cooking). Everytime I hear people say that ....my holiday is boring.. I really want to reply back, what's wrong with you ha?! Holiday doesn't mean that you have to go for a vacation. Come on, resting at home also means a lot especially at our age now. There is no much time for us after this -If you know what I mean here. hihi

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Al- Baqarah. The Cow.

The peak of Quran, Al- Baqarah. Abah keeps remind us to recite this surah. Bukan Abah paksa, tapi cuba lah.. Bukan untuk Abah, untuk awak sendiri juga... Well,  everyday he 'll randomly asked ...dah baca quran ? When we busy downloading latest episode of Running Man, he 'll come and ask ...dah berapa ayat harini hafal ? (Apa nak jawab ? Haha) & he even hinted for anyone who can recite for at least 50 ayat(s) of Al- Baqarah, he 'll give reward. Adoi can't run la like this. Little brother & sister have started for 20 verses. Me ? Still crawling for first ten verses. So hard!

Last semester, I thought Law is tough, but this one is even tougher. In order to ease my work, I tried to google for some information(s) and lessons about this surah. What I know is this surah is named after the story of golden for worship by Bani Israel in the absence of Nabi Musa a.s. I 'm very glad that I took Arabic during my high school and for third language in uni, thus I can understand a little bit what does the words mean. 

You can try google them too. There are a lot. To copy them, I think it 's not appropriate. Perhaps, I 'll write it soon if I have extra time but for now, I have to make my own revision first (See, there comes a work again. How can I say my holiday is boring?!). 

Oh, by the way to google, please write the key word Al- Baqarah. Do not translate it into The Cow, or.... Lembu... I afraid that you 'll find something else, which is of course is more interesting (duniaaaaaa) than Al- Baqarah. haha

Time seems to move faster

Assalamualaikum, hai :)

I 've just came back from family weekend getaway in Cameron Highland yesterday. Since we are all busy, the vacation was a really great time to everyone to take a break from work. As for me, the holiday was quite stressful (haha). Calls & messages keep coming. Argh, I have a big program next week & we are running out of time. A lot of things haven't settled yet. 

Being a project manager is very tiring, but I should be very grateful for having a very dedicated line-ups. hehe everyone is very diligent. Everyday 'll get messages and calls -more to reminders actually. haha ..Fety, yang ni dah settle tak ? Fety, anything that I can help with ? Surat macamana ? Kak, tolong cek emel. Hahaha until one time, I feel like hey! Budak- budak ni tak raya ke ?! Haha

I need to wake up, there is tons of work that I need to catch up. A little update regarding our program: Alhamdulillah, HQ has approved our proposal, so now we can focus on seeking for some sponsor(s) to top-up our expenses. This week 'll be hard, I guess. May Allah ease. 

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Don't wait for a perfect time to change. It 'll never come

Start today

Little bumps on the face

Hello!

Esok raya! I dont know whether am I the only one feels that this raya haji is not as festive as the previous years. Well, may be because of my Che is away, Cikma & family are also not coming home for this raya, or since this raya haji fell in the middle of the week, so there are not much holiday for everyone. 

The only reason that makes me looks forward for this raya is my family members are all here! Sisters & I have just finished our exams (except for the third one) and everyone seems so happy enjoying the moments at home. Having everyone at home is really meaningful, despite of it feels less joyous or not. :)

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To tell you the truth, I 'm quite stress with my face now. I have never had a flawless skin, but as a teenager; before this I rarely have problems with pimples. It just happened, yeah.. last three or four months. & getting terrible during my p* and exam weeks. Haha, when I told my parents, they will reply my whining with ...it's normal, you 're stress. Come on, almost all teenagers got pimples you know..  Aaaaaa yeeeee I m so stress...... especially when I see all these little bumps :( 

In fact, I even went to clinic yesterday. See how serious my problem now ? Haha. For now, they are not visible in the photos.. (the bumps are all quite behave actually. haha). They 'll pop up for two or three days before they went away. And then, come another bump. very depressing. Hoping that this is only temporary affliction and after this, it'll back to normal. 

Well, perhaps this is another puberty phase ? hehe.

When plans get cancelled.

True laziness is being excited when plans get cancelled

Suppose, I have class this afternoon, at 12. To be exact, Law class. Somehow, the class was cancelled last minute since Madam had to attend a meeting. Aaaaa! I miss college badly! (Haha. Kali ni tak tipu). I am so worry with my final exams that will be coming up in the next October. I 'm actually now struggling to cope with the pressure of exams and all the extra clubs works. My first Law test 'll be coming next week! And I'm not ready yet! :(

I have another class at 2, but now, I 'm in dilemma whether to go back to college or not. There 's not much people in the college (everyone is still in raya mood), and I 'm quite scared to stay there alone. hehe. So, here I am writing this entry; in the mean time thinking to go or not to go. Somehow, I realized that this is my third entry in August, whoa I'm writing more frequently now! It is quite scary to talk about this to others (stress & worry of exams) since nobody 'll believe in me. My best friend hates this -Stop thinking too much. You are always panick.. Of course, my parents too. Sometimes, I feel like others do not understand me. I 'm over- thinker. Yes, I know. haha. That's why I'm writing it here. Hoping that this entry can reduce my anxiety level. Thank you, the monologue. hihi.

Ok then, till fingers meet the keyboard again. I 'll update again whether I'm going back or not, since I' ve not yet decide. Mudahan malas tak menguasai diri. Have fun! :)

Study-break ?

1.45 a.m.

*yawn*

This semester is quite short, & compact. After this weekend, I only have three/ four weeks left before my study week. *scary* & now, I 'm on mid semester break. To make it more worst, my mid- semester break is my raya holiday. Aaargh very stress! At first, I 've promised myself that I'm not going to do anything related to university works during this break. I believe that I have worked very hard last couple weeks and I deserved to have a long rest. hehe. 

Somehow, I realized that it is very hard to get into the routine of doing nothing (house chores are not included here). Well, when you used to over-think about your assignments and works; your body (read: mind) just does not want to respond to rest. You 'll keep thinking on what to do for this and that. What are the things that we should prepare ? Tired, yes I 'm very tired. T__T 

Due to extra worry of my works, here I am, in front of my notebook searching for some inspirations & ideas for my Public Relations project. Well, at least, my third language video discussion has been settled earlier! 

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The end of Ramadhan

Source: Google

Wishing you and your loved ones a blessed Eid this year!

When leadership opportunity knocks.

Dilemma.

I'm ready, I'm not. In, out, in, out. *sigh*

Taking extra responsibility in the middle of studying time is hard. How can others say confidently, "Yes, I'm in!" (?) As for me, sometimes it is not enough for us to be ready to take on a bigger role at work; in the mean time, we also must be seen as being ready (I wonder, did they see me as I 'm ready while I 'm alone feeling that I 'm not yet ready?).

Mengikut rasa, hati belum sedia menerima tanggugjawab yang sangat besar ertinya. Risau, kalau- kalau tanggungjawab yang diamanahkan dilaksanakan dalam keadaan separuh jiwa. Bukan sahaja menyusahkan sendiri, menjadi beban lagi kepada yang lain.

I 'm not the type that afraid of challenge of being a leader. This is only a small matter since there are a lot of other things that I need to worry more. What if my results declined after this ? What if my parents frustrated with me ? What if I have no time to hang out with my friends ? What if....... I fail again ? T___T

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23 rd Ramadhan,

It has been a long time since my last update regarding our business project. Sorry. Our business is still on, until today; tapi, tak lah segamat orang lain. Extra responsibilities need us to focus more on them and business is neglected, a little. Mudahan Allah bantu :)

There are some addition of our scarf collections. In line with the trends today, we launched Mia half moon shawls since they have become a  major favourite among ladies, especially hijabist. These are some pictures of them.

Sneak peek: Butterfly printed halfmoon shawls

Good news! Despite of our business, we managed to add another product line, which is accessories for #modishoppe. Somehow, we realized that to create a formal look may be start with a right scarf, but it ends with the right accessories. For this upcoming raya, try to consider these beautiful bracelets to complete your look! 

I love the diamond bracelet watch the most! But, my wrist is too small to fit with it. huhu

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What are we busy about ?

source: google

It is all about priorities.