To have a boyfriend or not?

All of a sudden it seemed like all my friends were starting to have boyfriends. Last year, when we talked on the phone, we had talked about all kinds of stuff but now, every conversation was all, "My boyfriend this and that". And, I had nothing to contribute. Haih

As for me, it is very okay to not have a special boyfriend. It is a personal choice. Well, I'd rather not deal with the jealousy, heartbreak, and craziness. All I want right now, is to have more friends and hanging out together with them. In fact, being single means that I can crush on anyone I like without feeling the slightest bit guilty. Hehe ;) *pengusha bebas berjaya*.

I'm not going to be pressured into doing something that I'm not ready to do. It's just way better to be a boyfriend have- not! Right now, I want to concentrate on growing and having fun all the time!