They are overly dependent.

How do you feel when people bring you down ?

How do you feel when someone ruined your assignment ? Your final project, to be exact. You had prepared all the case study for almost three weeks long.. Burned the midnight oil in order to try to make all the report flawless.. And.. Out of sudden he ruined it, they ruined it.. Deng! Deng! 

You don't have to feel bad because someone else is trying to make you feel bad. The choice is yours.

I can't. How could they did not see how I worked hard for this assignment ? In fact, I helped them (a lot) too. I did the editing part, and even binding! Several meetings had been done before the due date. I helped them searching for all the links and points related to. Overall that I hoped for them to do were only the ... (don't know what to fill here. Since 80% was from me). But, when it came to the submission day.. There were nothing.. Feeling of regret helping them suddenly popped out into my mind. I 'm not asking much. It is enough with some effort and cooperation.. Tired of crying.. I 'm writing this entry to express my feelings out! This is life, right ? Huhu.

Focus on what truly matters, truly matters.

Some of our projects are extremely important to us, some matter a little – and some simply don’t matter to us at all.

Looking at my life, sometimes I wondered why my progress was slow. I thought that I was already focused on my goals. We all know, there are different things that drive us. Have to admit that focusing on what matters to us, is not simply a thought exercise.

One thing that I learned from all things that happened is let's try to open our mind! Just like strength, stamina and flexibility must be incorporated since the mind needs new challenges to give it a change from its everyday journey. By the way, try to avoid negative people! I’ve dealt with a fair share of negative people in my life. Do you have one ? If so, you will know they aren’t the most enjoyable people to be around (Trust me). Highlight: let's try to focus on what truly matters, truly matters.

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There were days when I asked myself how did I end up here.

Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku meminta pilihan yang tepat kepadaMu dengan ilmu pengetahuanMu dan aku mohon kekuasaanMu (untuk mengatasi persoalanku) dengan kemahakuasaanMu. Aku mohon kepadaMu sesuatu daripada anugerahMu Yang Maha Agung, sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Kuasa sedang aku tidak berkuasa. Engkau mengetahui sedang aku tidak mengetahui dan Engkau adalah Maha Mengetahui hal yang ghaib.

Ya Allah, apabila Engkau mengetahui bahwa urusan ini (di sini, orang yang mempunyai hajat hendaknya menyebutkan persoalannya) adalah baik untuk agamaku, kehidupanku, dan akibatnya terhadap diriku, di dunia atau akhirat, maka takdirkanlah untukku, mudahkan jalannya, kemudian berikanlah keberkatan. Akan tetapi apabila Engkau mengetahui bahwa persoalan ini berbahaya bagiku dalam agamaku, kehidupanku dan akibatnya terhadap diriku, maka jauhkanlah persoalan tersebut dariku dan jauhkanlah aku darinya, takdirkan kebaikan untukku di mana pun ia berada, kemudian berilah kerelaanMu kepadaku -Doa solat istikharah.

Doalah seperti doa solat istikharah. Ia sesekali tidak membuatkan diri kita berfikir negatif dengan menyebutkan ‘jika sesuatu itu gagal’ tetapi kita berserah pada Allah seandainya sesuatu itu tidak memberikan kebaikan kepada diri kita, maka kita redha, pasrah dan berserah kepada Allah untuk sesuatu yang lebih baik.

Dealing with difficult people T___T

It is a basic fact of life that, you cannot get along with everyone

I rarely talk about people. Ah this time is an exception. Thinking of some space to express my feelings out, so here I am. Recently, made friends with someone (s) who are a big show off.. Dengggg stress!

Most of the time, their conversation centered around their knowledge about fashion are the best.. Well, they only wear high standard clothes. (At least, that 's what I heard from them), how big amount of money they spend only for shopping, and even how terror they were inspite of they not having good exam result.. If I want to pick up a fight, of course I can argue with them but there 's no point.. There 's nothing that I can get.. Even, not talking to them is not an option. As much as I would like to run away, I 'll often need to work with them.

Basically, whatever conversation I pick up with them, the conversation always steers away to how cool they are.. And me ? -Have nothing to share. huhu

Sincerity is a mystery between God and a servant.

Saat dilanda ujian, kita teriak kecewa

Tatkala dihimpit cubaan, kita meratap kesedihan

Apabila hati kita dibina dengan benteng kesabaran, dikelilingi senjata redha, dan sistem pertahanan berupa doa yang tak putus-putus, nescaya ia sukar untuk diroboh. Saat itu, Allah SWT pasti akan menurunkan pertolonganNya yang berupa kekuatan menyinari dalamannya dan memberikan ganjaran berlipat kali ganda atas kesabaran yang menghiasi diri hambaNya. -www.faridrashidi.com.

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Hai hao! It has been a while kan. Aaah.. feels good to return back writing, a nice place where I can confess all my feelings. A bit rusty -___-" (This entry had been in the draft for quite some time. Not having enough strength to post it before this, for some cannot- be- avoid reasons. huhu).

Can't deny, failure is painful

Everyone hates it. It 's very negative and to me it sounds quite final. Well, have no experience in this kind of situation (Yes, this is the biggest problem, I have never suffered in such life events), of course I may think it 'll kill me.. and it may feel like it almost will.. just after it happened. But, trust me actually it won’t. Instead it makes us stronger. In the end of the process, we know that this is life cycle.. All we need is redha, dan ikhlas juga. :)

All in all, yes it is good to be back again!

#Salam Syawal

We encounter thousands of people, who have the ability to change our perspective of life

Well, I never got to understand the complete story of my Tok Ayah, the hardships that he faced during his young-hood, in the mean time trying to raise a large family. However, I remember a nice man that loved to laugh.. Tok Ayah.. :) Being as one of the closest person to him, make me realized that though he was gone physically, he would never spiritually gone. Still remain in my heart, and the past memories of him would always stay with us. -Even though nobody lives forever, their legacy will always remain. Al- Fatihah

The last picture, eid- ul adha 1431 H

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Kita semua hebat kerana hati terpanggil untuk menghulurkan sesuatu buat insan yang kita sayang

Hai orang-orang yang beriman, janganlah kamu menghilangkan pahala sedekahmu dengan menyebut-nyebutnya dan menyakiti (perasaan si penerima), seperti orang yang menafkahkan hartanya kerana riya' kepada manusia, dan dia tidak beriman kepada Allah dan hari Kemudian. Maka perumpamaan orang itu seperti batu licin yang di atasnya ada tanah, kemudian batu itu ditimpa hujan lebat, lalu jadilah dia bersih (tidak bertanah). Mereka tidak menguasai sesuatu pun dari apa yang mereka usahakan, dan Allah tidak memberi petunjuk kepada orang-orang yang kafir. (Al- Baqarah, 262-264) #Subhanallah

Losing effective-ness

How many times were you at home, bored out of your mind, and at the same time feeling sleepy?

Sleepiness is on many occasions associated with boredom. And this is why people lose effectiveness. No matter how fun something is, do it long enough and you’ll get bored. The best way to avoid it is to break the routine. -Copied this from one website on the internet, so truuueee! When was the last time you tried something new ?

It has been a while, yes seriously. As long as I can remember, I do not like to try new food (prefer to eat what I already know I like) -Admit, I found myself happy doing all the same things day after day, but out of a sudden, I realised, sampai bila ? Hihi. No matter how fun something is, do it long enough and you 'll get bored. Can't deny, can't deny anymore.

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Well, actually I am not afraid to try something new. In fact, I 'm often eager. I just tried baking, cooking something easy, even sewing and doing crochet (These two parts, are the most difficult. Half way- doing. Haha). Of course, trying new things require a lot of courage (I am not into all these things before. huhu). The spirit to try new things is synonymous to the spirit of self- improvement. -Dr. Lickerman. So so, what are you waiting for ? Let's live the life to the fullest everyone. Have fun! :)

Stick with your gut feelings

Bulan Ramadhan, bulan yang didalamnya diturunkan Al-Qur'an sebagai petunjuk bagi manusia dan penjelasan-penjelasan mengenai petunjuk itu dan pembeda (antara yang haq dengan yang bathil ), karena itu barangsiapa diantara kamu menyaksikan (masuknya bulan ini ), maka hendaklah ia puasa... -Al-Baqarah : 185

You may live to meet other people’s expectations without ever finding what matters to you. At the end, you just live someone else’s life without ever living yours. (Scary)

Follow your heart, listen to your inner voice. This is what he always told me. Ya, have thought about all these things that happened, and of course, I don’t want to be the person that walks away and regrets it for the rest of my life. Maybe this is not the best thing that I should do, but I think this is the right thing to be done right now. Need to clear off the original plan from the mind. And yes! I 'm ready to open it for the new possibilities. May all our duas be accepted, Happy Ramadhan kareem everyone ! :)