It is not a big thing if you leave me now

I'm a big big girl

In a big big world

Yes, I'm lying. The loss of relationship can bring on heartache. It can be rough, no matter what, no one really wants to go through them. How can I let go, someone that I love?

I don't know how to speak for anyone but myself.

I know that somewhere in the future everyone will leave. The thing is that I can't imagine the world without the person that I love. I realize how much it'll hurt when they are gone. I just started to think how much I would hurt and how meaningless my life would be without them.

Nikmat, dugaan Allah.

Satu ujian, satu anugerah.

Ujian mendatang selalunya menjadikan diri kita lebih tegar. Masakan tidak, ia mengajar kita untuk menjadi lebih lasak dalam menggalas setiap beban kehidupan. Andai tidak mampu bertahan pada ujian yang awal, mungkin sahaja, peringkat seterusnya kita rebah.

Lain manusia, lain yang ditanggungnya.

Gadis - gadis Kota Riyadh

Aku menulis tentang gadis- gadis temanku. Setiap orang ada cerita sendiri, bandingkan ceritanya dengan ceritaku

Little children headache; big children, heartache

This novel is interesting, thanks Mia!

Raja Alsanea did a great job writing the book. This novel is about four girls from the origin of Saudi Arabia who lives in the upscale city of Riyadh. They are bound by family, tradition and culture in determining the spouse. In matters of love and marriage, the family has a power to determine their respective partner. Rails lines of ethnicity and family history are the major factors in determining a mate for their children.

Bila ada yang mahukan kita, jiwa kita menolaknya

Bila pula kita mahukan seseorang, takdir menolaknya dari kita

The plot is developed further by telling the stories of romantic disappointment girls named Lamees, Sadeem, Gamrah and Michelle. The story of forbidden love, love without parental consent, marriage and divorce a month after the various conflicts are successfully explored by Raja Alsanea. The ending is not a happy ending but at least, it is the best thing happen to the four main characters in the novel. :)

What's wrong with teenagers today?

After reading this novel, I asked myself with the question above. It's so sad how quickly youngsters are growing up these days. In the mean time, scary! I wonder how the lives of my children will be one day, how fast will they grow up? *risau*

Your feelings don't have to control you

I feel so frustrated! Why did this have to happen? I 've said all these things many times, out loud or in my mind. I won't allow all these feelings to control me. Move on.

Ya Allah jangan kau coba aku

Melebihi batas mampu dan sanggupku

Bangunlah, jika Dia menghendaki kamu berdiri,dan duduklah jika Dia menghendaki anda duduk! Bersabarlah ketika Allah menjadikan anda seorang yang fakir. -La Tahzan

Umpama mimpi, itu lah perasaan kecewa yang dihadapi. Kurang berasas, tidak bertapak. Lumrah hidup, didatangi dengan segala macam jenis rasa. Gembira, sedih dan kecewa. Andai hidup gembira sentiasa, tiada manisnya gembira itu. Sekarang masa untuk mencari, mengumpul semula semangat yang hilang.

Kesedihan ini bukan dicari. Lagi bukan yang diharapkan. Masalah hari ini sudah ditetapkan 50 ribu tahun lama dahulu. Jelas, rezeki hari ini ditangguh. Ketetapan Nya pasti datang nanti. Oh ya, ini kisah manusia tertekan yang sedang menanti belaian kasih penciptanya.

Fear of exam failure.

Every man is afraid of something

I used to be of average results during my high school until I moved on to UiTM for Science Foundation. Everything seemed to be very tough. Then, came the final exam of semester 1 and somehow I think I screwed up badly (My instinct told me). The results are not out yet but I have very bad feeling about this. I was really afraid to lose my good results and I was so afraid that I might fail and eventually lost everything! :'(

I understand that life must be goes on but I realize that this exam is very important as well and the results will be needed for degree application. I might lose a few other opportunities next year because of these results. *What should I do?*

Versus, Hlovate

Buat awak yang mahu berubah,

Berubah lah walaupun payah

Versus is the first Hlovate's book I've read. The book conveys a message that everyone can change, and a change in attitude can probably change your life. Reminder, this is not an ordinary novel. Anti Malay- novel? Then, try this one! You 'll be addicted to it. Hehehe (Thanks Mia!)

The phrase that I love the most:

“All verses in the Quran are like personal love letters from God to us. Tak percaya tengok dia punya translation. If you want to find solace and calm for the sore, the words will heal it straight away. Ayat memujuk macam dalam al-Insyirah and ad-Dhuha. Sooth you anytime. Sweet!”.

You won't regret choosing this book. Trust me :)

Tell yourself that it is only a test

This post is specially written to everyone who has a fear of final exams, just like me.

Exam is a regular routine works of a student and just like game, there may be winning or fail, try to face the failure and try to be more and more efficient in this game of study. Studying is like eating and drinking and sleeping, that we have to spend at-least one hour every day, study one word a day and one statement a day. Don't worry too much, everything 'll be alright.

Our ambition remain as dream unless and until we overcome the fear. Lucks! :)

Ketika Cinta Bertasbih

Bertuturlah cinta

Mengucap satu nama

Perjalanan hidup dan cinta Azzam yang berliku tidak sekadar menyentuh jiwa saya. Ia juga mengajar saya mendalami rahsia ilahi dalam memaknakan cinta. Kehadiran Anna, seorang wanita Islamik yang mengetuk hati Azzam menjadi aset yang mengikat kedua- duanya dalam misteri cinta yang dikemaskini dalam sudut pandangan yang sangat berbeza dari filem romantis lain.

I'm yet to read the novel. But yes, it is such a beautiful movie. Saya sedar, saya tidak sebaik Anna Althafunnisa untuk punya seorang seperti Abdullah Khaerul Azzam. Namun, tak salah berharap kan? (Mudahan Allah faham) :)