Kegelisahan yang melampau. Ya, sangat.

Semenjak dua menjak kebelakangan, banyak rasanya perkara bersarang di minda. Baik sahaja memendam rasa. Mahu diluah sekalipun, tidak tahu dari mana harus dimulakan.

Apa yang saya tahu sekarang, rasa gelisah ini tidak wajar dibiarkan menghantui diri. Berserah diri kepada takdir dan redha terhadap pilihan telah ditentukanNya adalah jalan yang terbaik buat masa ini.

Okey. Case closed.
So so, happiness project please?

____________________________________________________

Always remember to be happy because you never know who's falling in love with your smile

Well. I’ve been noticing how little I smile these two or three days -my face stays pretty serious, for the most part. And I think I should change that! Bobballe, SKJP, or whatever it is; come on come on! Plan something please? Seriously, need some therapy right now.

Hello world, I'm 18 :)

Birthdays are occasions to celebrate one's growth, maturity, and development

I'm 18 & loving it. Yeay! Well, I just want to thank my friends in Pizza Hut for celebrating my birthday over lunch today. Thanks for the lunch everyone.

By the way, the best sms of the year:

Pada subuh 10 Februari 1992, lahirlah seorang puteri yang bakal menyempurnakan harapan keluarga. Dalam payah berada di perantauan, segala cabaran ku tempuh dan kini tujuh belas tahun berlalu. Puteriku Siti Fatihah Aminah sudah bersedia untuk menggalas cabaran. Selamat hari lahir. I Love U :) -sms from Abah. *sobs

Live your dream!

Dreams are food for thought

Having said the above. As for me, my dreams are my heart's desire. Things that I truly want to do. My dreams allow me to set my own goals, no matter what they are and who I am. In fact, my dreams allow me to follow my passion. Er. What are my dreams? -For now at least, let it be my secret :)

Hey people! Knowing your dream and living it is one of the way to simplify you life. By knowing your dream, you have a powerful motivator to make changes in your life. By starting to have pieces of your dream, your life takes on a joy that makes the sacrifices of simplicity worth it. Come on, start dreaming everyone!

Permulaan sebuah persahabatan

Pendapat saya: Persahabatan bisa bermula di mana sahaja; pada bila bila masa sekalipun. Namun, yang paling penting sebenarnya adalah nilai persahabatan yang terjalin itu. Persahabatan itu terjadi secara berperingkat; bermula daripada hubungan yang paling ringan ; sebagai kenalan. Mereka yang jujur dan tidak mengambil kesempatan pasti merasai nikmat keindahan serta ketenangan sebuah persahabatan.

Sapaan demi sapaan semakin memesrakan pergaulan, dan seterusnya terjalinlah sebuah hubungan yang dinamakan teman ataupun kawan. Pada tahap ini, teman masih belum berhubung sesama jiwa kerana perasaan saling mempercayai masih belum terbit antara mereka.

Konklusi, apa yang menjalinkan sesebuah persahabatan itu adalah tempoh atau masa. Melalui masa itu lah perhubungan menjadi semakin intim dan saling memahami antara satu sama lain.

Bonjour, terima kasih

Entry ini khusus untuk:

1) Yang Maha Esa, kerana mempermudahkan urusan peperiksaan saya, walaupun banyak dugaan melanda. Segalanya berjalan lancar. Terima kasih Allah!

2) Umi, sudi hantar dan setia berdiri di luar dewan sepanjang peperiksaan berlangsung. Terima kasih, sanggup menunggu, menghantar dan mengambil saya di kelas walaupun ada waktunya tengah malam. Terima kasih, kerana memahami kehendak saya. Terima kasih! Sesungguhnya pengorbanan mu tak akan mampu saya bayar.

3) Abah, untuk doa dan sokongan yang tidak terhingga. Terima kasih. Mudahan keputusan saya nanti menjadi penawar paling mujarab

4) Pakar Perdana Specialist dan Hospital Universiti Sains Malaysia, terima kasih yang tidak terhingga atas layanan baik yang diberikan.

5) C Rosli dan C Mazinah, terima kasih. Keduanya memainkan peranan yang sangat penting dalam perkembangan pelajaran saya. Jasa kalian akan dikenang sampai bila. Rindu kelas hingga dua belas tengah malam, lapan hari seminggu.

6) Sekolah tercinta, mula dari tiga tahun di Tadika Islam Qudwah, enam tahun di SK Parang Puting, setahun di SK Zainab (2), enam bulan di Sekolah Seri Puteri CBJ, dan seterusnya SMK Zainab (1). Juga, untuk tawaran dari Kolej Islam SAS, terima kasih!

7) Guru guru sekolah. Terutamanya cikgu- cikgu SEMENZA, sangat menghargai budi kalian. Sebetulnya, banyak ilmu kehidupan yang saya belajar dari cikgu- cikgu. Mohon maaf juga atas kelakuan yang sedikit nakal. heh. Bagi Anugerah Khas Pelajar Paling Aktif Kokurikulum 2009 dan Tokoh NILAM SEMENZA 2009, terima kasih kerana memilih saya. Terima kasih untuk penghargaan yang diberikan. Sesungguhnya semua bakti yang dilakukan adalah kerana Allah semata- mata.

8) Rakan rakan terhebat, terima kasih. JBs, Cekals, Batch form 5/09, terima kasih untuk segalanya. Susah senang, kita bersama. Semoga cita- cita yang diimpikan menjadi kenyataan :)

9) Beberapa individu, yang tidak disebut namanya disini, terima kasih banyak! Mungkin belum masanya, mudahan kita berkawan selamanya.

P.S I Love You

"If we were leaving in a world where to say I love you would make more sense, I would always say to you I love you" -Ozge Dilsiz

A story about holding on, letting go, and learning to love again.

I saw both the movie and read the book P.S. I Love You and I thought that both were absolutely wonderful. If I were to suggest either one to you it would be the book, there is detail and so many parts that are not in the movie.

When you read this book you can really feel it in your own heart how she is feeling when she reads these letters her husband has written for her.

This is a wonderful story that I suggest for every girl, or woman that has ever been in love or hopes to one day be in love. As for me, this was a very well- written story. It made me cry and then made me laugh out loud while the tears were still strolling down my face in the next line. -p.s. : I Love You

My Best Friend's Girl

I borrowed this novel from Nana ( as a weekend read ). Well, I tried to stop at the end of the chapters but it just kept pulling me back. This book blew me away, reading the relationship between Kamryn and Tegan unfold and how they dealt with Adele's death.

This novel is about Kamryn Martika's life which was in shambles. Kamryn and Adele were the very best of friends from their meetings. They stood by each other through thick and thin until Kamryn found out two weeks before wedding that slept with her fiance. The wedding was off and the friendship was OVER.

Two years later, she had finally begun to accept what life dealt her and move forward. Kamryn attempted to cut all the communications but Adele managed to contact her. Adele was in the hospital dying and needed someone to care for her child, Tigan – Nate’s daughter,five years old. It was not an easy decision for Kamryn since she was still angry with Adele.

_____________________________________________________

What would you do for the friend who broke your heart ?

My Best Friend's Girl is an extremely interesting novel that deals with several serious issues. I wondered, if I am at Kamryn's place, will I do the same thing as Kamryn did? I admire Kamryn for her deed. I would like to recommend this book to any fans who enjoy stories about bestfriends. This novel is solid and very enjoyable. This is the first book that I 've read from Dorothy Komsoon. However, it definitely won't be the last! *wink*