the monologue

They are overly dependent.

2012-02-08T23:44:00.004-08:00

How do you feel when people bring you down ?

How do you feel when others make you feel bad?

How do you feel when someone ruined your assignment ? Your final project, to be exact. You had prepared all the case study for almost three weeks long.. Burned the midnight oil in order to try to make all the report flawless.. And.. Out of sudden he ruined it, they ruined it.. Deng! Deng!

You don't have to feel bad because someone else is trying to make you feel bad. The choice is yours.

I can't. How could they did not see how I worked hard for this assignment ? In fact, I helped them (a lot) too. I did the editing part, and even binding! Several meetings had been done before the due date. I helped them searching for all the links and points related to. Overall that I hoped for them to do were only the ... (don't know what to fill here. Since 80% was from me). But, when it came to the submission day.. There were nothing.. Feeling of regret helping them suddenly popped out into my mind. I 'm not asking much. It is enough with some effort and cooperation.. Tired of crying.. I 'm writing this entry to express my feelings out! This is life, right ? Huhu.

Focus on what truly matters, truly matters.

2012-01-24T01:47:00.000-08:00

Some of our projects are extremely important to us, some matter a little – and some simply don’t matter to us at all.

Looking at my life, sometimes I wondered why my progress was slow. I thought that I was already focused on my goals. We all know, there are different things that drive us. Have to admit that focusing on what matters to us, is not simply a thought exercise.

One thing that I learned from all things that happened is let's try to open our mind! Just like strength, stamina and flexibility must be incorporated since the mind needs new challenges to give it a change from its everyday journey. By the way, try to avoid negative people! I’ve dealt with a fair share of negative people in my life. Do you have one ? If so, you will know they aren’t the most enjoyable people to be around (Trust me). Highlight: let's try to focus on what truly matters, truly matters.

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There were days when I asked myself how did I end up here.

Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku meminta pilihan yang tepat kepadaMu dengan ilmu pengetahuanMu dan aku mohon kekuasaanMu (untuk mengatasi persoalanku) dengan kemahakuasaanMu. Aku mohon kepadaMu sesuatu daripada anugerahMu Yang Maha Agung, sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Kuasa sedang aku tidak berkuasa. Engkau mengetahui sedang aku tidak mengetahui dan Engkau adalah Maha Mengetahui hal yang ghaib.

Ya Allah, apabila Engkau mengetahui bahwa urusan ini (di sini, orang yang mempunyai hajat hendaknya menyebutkan persoalannya) adalah baik untuk agamaku, kehidupanku, dan akibatnya terhadap diriku, di dunia atau akhirat, maka takdirkanlah untukku, mudahkan jalannya, kemudian berikanlah keberkatan. Akan tetapi apabila Engkau mengetahui bahwa persoalan ini berbahaya bagiku dalam agamaku, kehidupanku dan akibatnya terhadap diriku, maka jauhkanlah persoalan tersebut dariku dan jauhkanlah aku darinya, takdirkan kebaikan untukku di mana pun ia berada, kemudian berilah kerelaanMu kepadaku -Doa solat istikharah.

Doalah seperti doa solat istikharah. Ia sesekali tidak membuatkan diri kita berfikir negatif dengan menyebutkan ‘jika sesuatu itu gagal’ tetapi kita berserah pada Allah seandainya sesuatu itu tidak memberikan kebaikan kepada diri kita, maka kita redha, pasrah dan berserah kepada Allah untuk sesuatu yang lebih baik.

Each new day is a blank page in the diary of your life.

2012-01-03T18:46:00.000-08:00

The secret of success is when you manage to turn the diary into the best story you possibly can.

Hai hao!

As everyone knows, I am now studying at the new place. Huhu, not interesting not interesting.. The day I entered the campus, some sort of fear engulfed me but in the mean time, some sort of matured air I felt (May be I had feel the worst fear during my previous first- day at the old place, so this second time is not a big matter). Nothing much that I can tell you, but I rate this place with two stars. Until today, I 'm still trying to adapt with this new environment, and of course with the weird people all around.. Er. Yes I think I have to stop the cycle of negative snowballing and sell them short on what they ’re looking for. Don’t bother responding.. (Does it really matter if I am right?) One thing that I can guarantee, I love all the new subjects! Ah by the way, weekend! Please come faster! Haha

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You are the people to bring about the next miracle.

Well, it gives me a great pleasure to be in touch with people through this medium. It had been much or less three years.. Yes, three years writing the ups and downs! In fact, I 'm writing firstly just to keep my English writing skills sharp.. Until somehow I think, why not I use this site to brain dump all my thoughts. Hihi. So people, let's write! :)

Mother knows best!

2011-12-22T02:49:00.000-08:00

Mother understands

Mother 's here to help you

Skip the drama, stay with Mama

Mother knows best!

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Hey, hai hao! Just finished the first test, and one quiz. Huhu, the quiz was a little tricky (found two mistakes in each section). Feel fairly confident with study, so far.. Oh regarding the copycat(ing) issue, well.. It takes two simple movements: shake your head from side to side, for 'I pity you'. I don 't really care! (lebih kepada suatu hiburan, sebenarnya. hihi). Have a nice day everyone! :)

Dealing with difficult people T___T

2011-12-01T07:49:00.000-08:00

It is a basic fact of life that, you cannot get along with everyone

I rarely talk about people. Ah this time is an exception. Thinking of some space to express my feelings out, so here I am. Recently, made friends with someone (s) who are a big show off.. Dengggg stress!

Most of the time, their conversation centered around their knowledge about fashion are the best.. Well, they only wear high standard clothes. (At least, that 's what I heard from them), how big amount of money they spend only for shopping, and even how terror they were inspite of they not having good exam result.. If I want to pick up a fight, of course I can argue with them but there 's no point.. There 's nothing that I can get.. Even, not talking to them is not an option. As much as I would like to run away, I 'll often need to work with them.

Basically, whatever conversation I pick up with them, the conversation always steers away to how cool they are.. And me ? -Have nothing to share. huhu

Mohon kekuatan, ya Allah!

This is the perfect time, to make new resolutions for the year.

2011-11-26T04:23:00.000-08:00

Hijrah is a fresh start, from darkness to a whole new start

Hijrah is an occasion that reminds us of the sufferings of Muslims and how they left all worldly pleasures to please Allah. Hijrah is not only about changing places of abode to a new address. It is more than that.. Even, it can be a starting point to review our personal progress.

“On the Day of Resurrection, man will be asked about four matters: How he spent his life time, how he spent his youth, from where he acquired his wealth, and how he spent it, and what he did with his knowledge.” -Subhanallah

Well new year has always been a time for looking back to the past, and more important, forward to the coming year. It is a time to reflect on the changes we want or need to make. So, what are we waiting for ? Let 's make changes! In fact, let's spend our youth- time wisely. Muda hanya sekali, makanya jaga- jaga ya! :)

Sincerity is a mystery between God and a servant.

2011-11-24T03:37:00.000-08:00

Saat dilanda ujian, kita teriak kecewa

Tatkala dihimpit cubaan, kita meratap kesedihan

Apabila hati kita dibina dengan benteng kesabaran, dikelilingi senjata redha, dan sistem pertahanan berupa doa yang tak putus-putus, nescaya ia sukar untuk diroboh. Saat itu, Allah SWT pasti akan menurunkan pertolonganNya yang berupa kekuatan menyinari dalamannya dan memberikan ganjaran berlipat kali ganda atas kesabaran yang menghiasi diri hambaNya. -www.faridrashidi.com.

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Hai hao! It has been a while kan. Aaah.. feels good to return back writing, a nice place where I can confess all my feelings. A bit rusty -___-" (This entry had been in the draft for quite some time. Not having enough strength to post it before this, for some cannot- be- avoid reasons. huhu).

Can't deny, failure is painful

Everyone hates it. It 's very negative and to me it sounds quite final. Well, have no experience in this kind of situation (Yes, this is the biggest problem, I have never suffered in such life events), of course I may think it 'll kill me.. and it may feel like it almost will.. just after it happened. But, trust me actually it won’t. Instead it makes us stronger. In the end of the process, we know that this is life cycle.. All we need is redha, dan ikhlas juga. :)

All in all, yes it is good to be back again!

#Salam Syawal

2011-09-22T01:51:00.000-07:00

We encounter thousands of people, who have the ability to change our personal perspective of life

Well, I never got to understand the complete story of my Tok Ayah, the hardships that he faced during his young-hood, in the mean time trying to raise a large family. However, I remember a nice man that loved to laugh.. Tok Ayah.. :) Being as one of the closest person to him, make me realized that though he was gone physically, he would never spiritually gone. Still remain in my heart, and the past memories of him would always stay with us. -Even though nobody lives forever, their legacy will always remain. Al- Fatihah

The last picture, eid- ul adha 1431 H

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Kita semua hebat kerana hati terpanggil untuk menghulurkan sesuatu buat insan yang kita sayang

Hai orang-orang yang beriman, janganlah kamu menghilangkan pahala sedekahmu dengan menyebut-nyebutnya dan menyakiti (perasaan si penerima), seperti orang yang menafkahkan hartanya kerana riya' kepada manusia, dan dia tidak beriman kepada Allah dan hari Kemudian. Maka perumpamaan orang itu seperti batu licin yang di atasnya ada tanah, kemudian batu itu ditimpa hujan lebat, lalu jadilah dia bersih (tidak bertanah). Mereka tidak menguasai sesuatu pun dari apa yang mereka usahakan, dan Allah tidak memberi petunjuk kepada orang-orang yang kafir. (Al- Baqarah, 262-264) #Subhanallah

Losing effective-ness

2011-08-25T06:46:00.000-07:00

How many times were you at home, bored out of your mind, and at the same time feeling sleepy?

Sleepiness is on many occasions associated with boredom. And this is why people lose effectiveness. No matter how fun something is, do it long enough and you’ll get bored. The best way to avoid it is to break the routine. -Copied this from one website on the internet, so truuueee! When was the last time you tried something new ?

It has been a while, yes seriously. As long as I can remember, I do not like to try new food (prefer to eat what I already know I like) -Admit, I found myself happy doing all the same things day after day, but out of a sudden, I realised, sampai bila ? Hihi. No matter how fun something is, do it long enough and you 'll get bored. Can't deny, can't deny anymore.

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Well, actually I am not afraid to try something new. In fact, I 'm often eager (ececeh). I just tried baking, cooking something easy, even sewing and doing crochet (These two parts, are the most difficult. Half way- doing. Haha).

Of course, trying new things require a lot of courage (I am not into all these things before. huhu). The spirit to try new things is synonymous to the spirit of self- improvement. -Dr. Lickerman. So so, what are you waiting for ? Let's live the life to the fullest everyone. Have fun! :)

Stick with your gut feelings

2011-08-04T06:46:00.000-07:00

Bulan Ramadhan, bulan yang didalamnya diturunkan Al-Qur'an sebagai petunjuk bagi manusia dan penjelasan-penjelasan mengenai petunjuk itu dan pembeda (antara yang haq dengan yang bathil ), karena itu barangsiapa diantara kamu menyaksikan (masuknya bulan ini ), maka hendaklah ia puasa... -Al-Baqarah : 185

You may live to meet other people’s expectations without ever finding what matters to you. At the end, you just live someone else’s life without ever living yours. (Scary)

Follow your heart, listen to your inner voice. This is what he always told me. Ya, have thought about all these things that happened, and of course, I don’t want to be the person that walks away and regrets it for the rest of my life. Maybe this is not the best thing that I should do, but I think this is the right thing to be done right now. Need to clear off the original plan from the mind. And yes! I 'm ready to open it for the new possibilities. May all our duas be accepted, Happy Ramadhan kareem everyone ! :)

Fulfilling the life.

2011-07-27T23:18:00.000-07:00

Gratitude is the best attitude -unknown

So, July 'll be ended, soon. Alhamdulillah, the should- do - things on the list have been done. I finished my Mandarin course and passed the basic test. Also done with the black belt grading and surprisingly managed to break all the blocks! The most important, khatam al Quran untuk yang ke berapa kali nya. Ya, sungguh ini yang paling susah. Cubaannya melampau. Alahai dugaan dugaan.

Do you struggle with being able to follow your heart and instincts?

Well, I have no words to really talk about this. But, er okay just imagine the situation. There is something you have always wanted to do and out of a sudden, you are given a chance to do that thing (It is not your first choice, actually). Now, you are stuck. You don’t know if you should go for it or not. What should you do ? -'ll catch y' all later, till then t care

Wal- Asr, demi masa

2011-07-04T08:35:00.000-07:00

Demi masa! Sesungguhnya manusia dalam kerugian, kecuali orang-orang yang percaya, dan membuat kerja-kerja kebaikan, dan saling berwasiat pada yang benar, dan saling berwasiat untuk bersabar. (103:1-3)

Already 12 30 in the mid night and I have yet to sleep, wow! (Selalu tak sempat pukul dua belas dah pengsan. Hihi). Well, it has been a while since the last entry. Being busy with daily routines and yes, blame the lazy me!

Regarding about the previous entry, the last entry in March I think.. I did mention that I have prepared something, just like a check list, that may be I can do (suppose to be, should do) this holiday. Time flies, huh. Insya Allah Insya Allah, everything will be done in this month. I hope so, since the dateline is before August, or to be appropriate before fasting month. I am trying very hard now since this first week of July has been wasted because of some could-not-avoided reasons. Doa- doakan lah, mudahan selesai semuanya.

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I am not very good at this politic thingy. And I hardly write about all these eww eww but I think this topic had gone out of hand, seriously. Hoping that all these problems will resolve as soon as possible. Reading so many senseless and unlogical reports, haiyyaahh! Communism ? No way! Till then, have a nice day ahead everyone :)

Our ideal partner is a reflection of us

2011-06-04T00:20:00.000-07:00

Do you feed yourself ? Why ? Because you love it! :)

Can't provide some attention to yourself, means that you also cannot do so for others (Jasad tanpa tuan, as someone told me. Haha). Well, if we don't even know who we are and can't even appreciate ourself how can we find someone that matches our needs, personality and therefore someone we can love. Kan?

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Anyone can be a father, but it takes a real man to be a dad

My Abah, a man with a great personality and great thoughts, taught me diciplines and importance of life. He is the best father one can have. This person is a teacher, a guide, and a source of strength and support. He is whom I look up to with loving trust and pride. With a willing hand to lend, he is a helper, an advisor. He even showed me the stars and taught me how to reach them. Happy 47th birthday Abah! :)

Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.

2011-06-01T04:33:00.000-07:00

Bila anda ingin mengetahui nikmat Allah ke atas diri anda, maka pejam lah kedua mata anda

A great life doesn't happen by co- incedence. Living a wonderful life is easy, and it is never too late to start. Just take life as simple pleasures and save as much as you can. Expensive things don’t create lasting happiness. Stop worrying and start living! Bersyukur lah dengan apa yang ada, jangan terlalu mengasihi dunia. -Ya, ini pesan buat anda, lebih lagi untuk diri sendiri.

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There’s a purpose to life’s events, to teach you how to laugh more or not to cry too hard

It is not easy to be patient. Learning how to be patient can be plain hard for some people ( Yes, it is hard. If only it is simple. Haih ). No matter where we go in life, there will be times when an extra patience is required. He is very good at this part, how could he ?

Orang yang bertolak- ansur lebih dekat dengan keredhaan jiwa, tenang hati nurani, dan bebas dari kesedihan sebagaimana dia lebih dekat dengan hati manusia dan lebih layak mendapatkan cinta mereka. Pintu kejayaan yang terbuka di hadapannya juga lebih banyak daripada orang yang dirinya terlibat dengan konflik. -Jangan Bersedih, Jadi lah Wanita yang Paling Bahagia

You should never lose hope

2011-05-18T22:13:00.000-07:00

A dream needs more than a wish

Do you have a dream waiting for someday ? I have one, er two, or maybe three four and five! I have multi dreams. Well, have talked about this topic once. What are my dreams? -For now at least, let it be my secret. (And still, let it be my secret). Scroll to the older posts in order to rest the rest of the entry. Well, if there is magic, sure it might would be easier. Ohh and, I read this quote on the internet, a dreamcatcher always loves its dreams. Even the nightmares, they teach us about beauty.

So, to be conclude, let 's hold our dream! Our hope! Wake up in the morning telling ourself what it is. Yes, knowing that some people seem to have all the good lucks in life, we seem to work as harder as them, but they get all the wonderful things in life. Kita harus tahu, kadang-kadang Allah sembunyikan matahari, Dia datangkan hujan petir. Kita bersedih dan tertanya- tanya ke mana hilangnya matahari, rupa-rupanya Allah menghadiahi kita pelangi yang indah.

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Semua ucapan, fikiran, desiran daun dan segala gerak-geri makhluk tak luput dari jangkauan Nya, semua terdengar dengan jelas meski terkadang ada yang menyembunyikan

Dan hanya kepada Allah hendaknya kamu bertawakkal, jika kamu benar-benar orang yang beriman (Al-Maidah[5]:23). Kami mohon kecukupan, yang tak sampai kami terpaksa meminta jasa orang lain. Dan jangan Engkau membiarkan nasib kami ditentukan kami sendiri. Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah syukur ya Allah, Sungguh Engkau maha mendengar! :)

Secret Garden, yaww! :)

2011-04-23T22:34:00.000-07:00

Hello, everyone! It has been a while since the last update. Well, aha! Korean dramas fever! Korean dramas are not only popular with Koreans, but with people around the world (Focus: Malaysian people, girls, and to be more specific: my friends! Haha) . Er, actually not only the dramas, the songs, their dances, oh semua nya sangat menarik perhatian! Kan ? :)

What are so special about them ?

Why people are very keen of the Korean dramas ?

Korean drama runs a storyline for sixteen episodes, or more (Huh). Erm. Actually, there are not so many differences about the story line compared to other drama which it deals with love, betrayal, and fighting. But, yaaa can't deny. The heroes are handsome! Kan ? :) Er. More to chomel kot. Haha! And, not to forget about the beautiful ladies. Their shape. Haih, making every girls jealous.

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As for me, I had never really thought about Korean drama before, but Secret Garden really attract my attention! Hihi. This is a 2011 drama and it 's finale ending of 20 episodes. Secret Garden is probably the most enjoyable Korean drama I've watched so far.

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I loved You are Beautiful and Coffee Prince, but Secret Garden is pure fun. Gil Ra Im was awesome! Stunt woman really suits her. Her short hair, her attitude, and the skills! Aah I 'm loving them very much. Kim Joo Woon ? Ok lah. Tak la handsome (chomel) mana pun. Ego yang lebih. Itu lah, typical Korean drama (Lelaki bajet hot sangat. Haha). Oh ya. Architecture has recorded the great ideas of the human race. Alahai, fall in love with the house. Chun! Tapi, ala. Transparent sangat. Haha

search: google

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If you tell the truth you don't have to remember anything

Ya, my last entry was about my worry "ness" of the final examination last semester. Alhamdulillah, it was out already. All in all, I managed to accept the result with an open heart. Sudah tertulis tidak punya rezeki di bidang tersebut. Justeru, cukup- cukup makan sahaja lah, ini pun dah terlebih baik. *Nothing more to comment regarding on this topic. Hihi*. Thank you for all the condolences. Untuk ayat- ayat yang sangat menyedapkan hati juga, thank you! I 'm very okay, no need to worry :)

Your feelings don't have to control you

2011-04-07T22:52:00.000-07:00

Only us know what we feel right now

Life gives us plenty reasons to get angry, sad, scared, and even frustrated. But, somehow we can feel that our emotions are taking over. Preventing us to live a happier life. Well, final result last semester is going to be announced in less than one week time. The examination is a major one, that determines which college and course I can enroll in. Aigoo

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When I am in a relationship, I won’t feel lonely no more

Of course, this thing can distract us, but momentarily. We need to understand that only us can change what we feel right now. Our feelings remain with us until we express them. We cannot control our emotions, but may be we can learn how to be with them. Have a nice weekend everyone! :)

You are on the top of my to do list

2011-03-27T05:26:00.000-07:00

Hello hello everyone, sorry for the lack of update. It is holiday season! Aah a long weekend ahead and yeah, the perfect time to meet up some old friends and family. For many reasons, many of us find ourselves alone for this holiday. Yea, not all of us are having semester break. In fact, only the UiTM foundation students (One-year programme) are enjoying their holidays. Hihi.

Er. The holidays can be very boring, even for those of us who are usually okay being on our own. Kan? But, actually there are a lot of things that we can do during this long weekend, in order to make the holiday less lonely when we are alone. As for me, I have prepared something, just like a check list, that may be I can do (suppose to be, should do) this holiday. But, until today, only one had been done. Haha. Teruk kan? -___-

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Things that is meant to be, of course 'll be

For new morning with its light,

For rest and shelter of the night,

For health, food, for love and friends,

For everything, say thank you, thank you

Kehidupan ini hanya lah sesuap nasi dan seteguk air. Ada pun selebihnya adalah suatu kelebihan yang tidak terlalu diperlukan. Justeru, nikmati lah apa yang anda miliki saat ini. Dan, bersyukur lah. Untuk setiap anugerah yang diberikan.

Home, is where you can say anything you please :)

2011-03-22T04:19:00.000-07:00

There is nothing so pleasant as coming home again

Hello! Now, I am in Kelantan, home sweet home - a place which is definitely a lot more than just a roof, windows, and door since yesterday. Well, just finished my foundation programme (Alhamdulillah, finally), and going to have a long long holiday, at least until to the end of August, before pursuing my degree. Yaww! :)

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Teringat di saat kita tertawa bersama

Ceritakan semua tentang kita

Er. I am missing my friends there. My housemates, classmates, and everyone. How I miss our time making prank to each other. Haha! And, yes! The model is included in the category of the person that I miss the most too. Hihi

Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa

2011-03-20T10:34:00.000-07:00

Weekends are a bit like rainbows

search: google

I went to watch this movie yesterday, and everything was great! Yea, despite of some negative reviews about this movie, I still think that this movie was awesome. Of course, there are some flaws here and there. Normal lah kan. That does not stop me from watching it to the very end. It was worth for every ringgit that I spent on it (Er, my best friend actually. Haha, thank you, although you sleep all the way! Haha). By the way, also check out the theme song. Best! :) :)

I want you to know that I am trying

2011-02-22T02:23:00.000-08:00

Too many pressures demand on me

The major source of stress has come. Tough exam tests, pop quiz(es), and group presentation are a few of other challenges that us encounter during the final weeks, which leading up to finals. Haih, one thing that I know is I am not alone. Everyone experiences the stress at this time. Nasib lah labu.

Sometimes, simply talk out loud can be a powerful method to cope with the stress. And, I am typing this short entry to tell everyone that I am under pressure, and to let you know that I am trying. I 'm trying to survive until the end knot. Yeaaa, I know, no solutions are created. But, at least, I am feeling better right now. :)

Anyone, feels the same thing right now? Swirl your hand everyone! Hihi (Penangan Kak Limah tak habis- habis. haha)

A Walk To Remember

2011-02-18T21:18:00.000-08:00

Jamie: You have to promise you won't fall in love with me.

Landon: That's not a problem.

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Those who may be different from us can be the most wonderful people to know

This is a 2002 movie. I have seen this movie once and I am obsessed with Jamie and Landon! In fact, I am watching it right now. :) It is a beautiful and heart warming story that will sure to leave you crying at the end.

Landon, the hot bad boy spends most of his time partying with his friends. Jamie helps him to transform from a selfish to a young matured adult. He learns about love and faith and how to forgive, while his love blossoms for Jamie (How I wish to be the Jamie too!). In the end of the story, Landon realizes what love is and what it really means to love another.

The time and tears spent on this movie was well worth! :)

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"I wish you could do this, I wish you could do that"

Some people don't want to change,

some people might have something they can't change.

You can’t change someone else, but you can change yourself. The more you give, the more you are likely to receive. Relationships take a lot of work. Giving your partner the things you wish he gives you may can inspire him to give back to you. Treat people the way you would like people to treat you, then you 'll really enjoy the life!

You are worthy of respect :)

2011-02-12T07:55:00.000-08:00

I have a normal life. I go away for weekend

Was craving for the pizza since last few days. Yeay! A treat by a friend today at Sunway Pyramid. ( Big thanks, boss :) ) Seeking for perfume at the Elianto. Unfortunately, out of the stock. Haihh ( Save you, money! ). But, managed to grab a pair of shoes at Cotton On too. Double yeay! Yeay!

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Relationships last, when both partners have respect for one another

You deserve to be respected

You deserve to be appreciated

You can love him and appreciate him but don't make him feels that he is too superb. Know that you are true worth. If he is not serious with his commitment, then there is no way that you also going to take him seriously.

Have a nice weekend everyone! :)

Another year of fun and laughter

2011-02-10T19:22:00.000-08:00

Grow old along with me, the best is yet to be
When our time has come, we will be as one

The whole story of this prank, click http://purpleholix.blogspot.com/

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What are you going to do? When someone :

take your locker key
spoil your neat and tidy locker
put toothpaste at the door of your locker
hide your toiletries set, and even your towel
write "happy birthday" on bed spread using toothpaste
you are on your bed, someone come and splash you with water
asked you to mop all over the house, to get back your towel and locker key

My respond: I cried, a lot! :) ( Haih. Ini lah nasib bila punya kawan- kawan yang nakalnya melampau- lampau. Haha ) Alhamdulillah, managed to get back both of the two important things last night (towel and locker key). Haih. Wa kena beb!

I would like to take a moment to say thank you to everyone who showered me with love (tepung, telur, dan dua baldi air pun dikira love juga! :D), card, cash (How I wish everyday is my birthday. Haha), a birthday treat, calls, and even via Facebook. It is really made my day a lot brighter to see the kind words, heartfelt comments, and birthday wishes from old friends and colleagues. Thanks everyone! :)

Umur bertambah, usia berkurang

Dari tahun ke tahun, umur terus berlari

“Sebaik manusia adalah yang diberi umur panjang dan diisi dengan amal.”

Saya ingin menjadi orang yang lebih baik dari sebelumnya. Berharap untuk menjadi lebih bermanfaat, bagi diri sendiri mahupun orang lain. Semoga setiap kehadiran saya mampu memberi nilai dan impak positif kepada masyarakat sekeliling. :)

Enjoy-ing bus trip? Huh

2011-02-09T01:53:00.000-08:00

Last Monday, I went back to my campus by bus. Generally, I hate long journey. There is nothing much that I can do. Plus, stucked in traffic and not going anywhere, increases my anxiety levels. Huh

Travelling in a long journey, you are advised to find a friend to go along with you. Rather than be frustrated, you can turn the time into productive way, do have a good conversation with the one who you travelling with, so, you don't feel it is a lost time ( Haha. in my case, he sleeps as good as he sleeps on the bed. Haih ).

Safely arrived after about eleven hours journey. Literally exhausted *phew*

Search: google

Selamat sampai ke denstinasi dituju, terima kasih Pak Sani! :)

May Allah save our citizens there.

2011-01-30T20:26:00.000-08:00

The 11,319 Malaysian students in Egypt are safe -says Ministry.

Mesir terus gelora

Tak berhenti bergolak

The biggest news on people’s minds now is the pro-democracy demonstrations which have been carried out in major street in Egypt, including Cairo, Alexandria, and Mansoora. All the demonstrations were carried out in order to urge on their President Mubarak to step down. Until today, almost 70 people were murdered and 2000 people were injured.

يَاحَيُّ يَا قَيُّوْمُ بِرَحْمَتِكَ أَسْتَغِيْثُ

Wahai Dzat yang Maha Kekal dan selalu mengurus makhluqNya dengan rohmatMu kami mohon pertolongan. -(HR At Turmidzy no.3446)

__________________________________________________

Salam Ariff, saya Nadia, a student in Egypt.

Ariff, kini saya berada di Malaysia kerana pulang untuk winter break, but when I got home, the condition in Egypt somehow got worse about the Hosni Mubarak thingy. Ramai yang sangka keadaan kat sana adalah okay, mengikut kata Jabatan Penuntut Kaherah Mesir dan Kedutaan Malaysia di sana, but there are parts that they don’t know:

Di tempat saya Mansoura, people got killed on the streets, houses are getting robbed and they are aiming to attack Malaysian students. There are about 6000 prisoners on the streets! Pelajar kita di Alexandria dirogol, airport dibakar dan anggota polis tidak lagi menjalankan tugas mereka.

Kita memohon supaya kerajaan Malaysia memandang serius hal ini. Bukan sahaja di Mansoura, malah di seluruh Mesir keselamatan rakyat kita terancam. Segala update berkenaan keadaan di sana boleh dibaca melalui blog Krisis Mesir, http://krisismesirnasibrakyatkita.blogspot.com/

Jika ada cadangan di luar sana untuk membantu kami mendapatkan perhatian kerajaan Malaysia, sila hubungi Nurul Nadia Binti Md Zin di 017-3193923

Atau melalui:
Facebook: Nuvul Nadiva Dizavch
Twitter: DyyaDizarch
Blog: Nadia-ism
YM: nadia_mdzin2001@yahoo.com

Please let all Malaysians know about this. I will do the same but I need your help too especially to all the bloggers out there. May Allah save our citizens there.

- Nadia

So what can you do now?

1. Kalau ada Twitter, retweet this. Aku sengaja mention @NajibRazak dalam tajuk entri supaya everytime orang retweet, akan automatically mention nama dia. Click the retweet button. Lagi banyak, lagi bagus. It show’s that things are really serious there and we care.

2. Reblog this. Copy paste dan post dalam blog. Time ni memang aku galakkan sangat-sangat untuk korang copy paste.

3. Share this on Facebook.

Source: http://ariffshah.com

Let's saving! :)

2011-01-29T06:26:00.000-08:00

We all like shopping, what girl doesn’t? There are so many beautiful things out there. I love clothes, and I love to shop. It takes away stress, and it keeps me smilling. But today is an exception. Well, praise me everyone! Today, hanging out without spending much money. No extra plastic bags. Saving money is not an easy thing to do, as for me. Hehe. Let's start saving everyone! :)

Khurafat, Perjanjian Syaitan

Search: google

For the first time, watching horror movie at the cinema. Ahah. Lebih banyak pejam sebenarnya. Gambar di atas, satu- satunya hantu yang sempat saya tonton (Maksudnya, saya tak sempat pejam). It is fairly good movie for such a young director like him. The movie is very scary especially when those ghosts appeared. Cries and screams coming from all the corners of the hall. Haha! Watch the movie everyone! :)

Friendship can survive without love.

2011-01-27T00:36:00.000-08:00

I have many friends. I had been in love with my friend, and had friends that I wished I could love, but can't. (Haha!)

In today’s world, friendship is the best of all relationships in the universe.

Friends are here to allow us to be human, accept, and care about us. But, at one point, love and friendship seem to cooperate all the time.

Friendship can lead to love,

but love never ends in friendship.

Yes, most friendships do end up in love situations. Sometimes, things work out. Well, as for me also, prefer to start everything out with friendship instead of moving right into ______ side, so that, we will have more time to get to know each other and things will work out better in the future!

Best thing about friendship?

You can't get divorced from a friend. Haha! Kan?

Well, my idea of a good friend is still the person who gives me the better of the two choices, thinks of me at times when I not there, reminds me of what I have forgotten, helps me to deal with pressure from others, most important helps me to become a better person. :) :)

The power of make up, girl's thing :)

2011-01-20T19:25:00.000-08:00

As I am writing this entry, my friends and I are doing make up tutorials. Dinner malam esok. So, malam ni sesi eksperimen lah. Hahah! Well, it is very normal for girls to want to wear make-up and take interest in fashion in general. Kan? :D

Why do girls like make up?

Girls are wired to care about appearances and cleanliness. No, I am not saying that boys do not care at all about their appearances and cleanliness. Er. But, girls are better in this case. Hello! It is not that one thinks they look ugly ( That is why they have to wear make up ). They want to look nice. It is just a girl's thing. :)

I am not a big fan of make-up. Mainly because I think it is a way of too much work, and it is something that I am not very good at. Er. Very Bad actually. Haha. -_____- ( What a shame. Haha! ).

All I wear everyday is a little foundation and a bit of eye liner. Ya, itu pun setelah berkurun menuntut dengan Amirah Jamel dan yang sewaktu dengannya. But, seriously most girls look nicer with makeup. It enhances the girls' beauty. Nothing wrong with making yourself look more attractive. Kan? :)

So, this is something that we are meant to do. Aaah, if you don't care about your appearance, it means you don't have any respect for yourself. Kan?

By the way, ada hati nak belajar? Feel free to visit http://lalalovy.blogspot.com/ ( Salah seorang kawan rapat, yang punya keberanian tinggi meghias muka. Cun! )

Have a nice day everyone! :)

Taare Zamen Par, Stars On The Ground

2011-01-19T11:20:00.000-08:00

Every children has their unique skills, capabilities, and dreams

Search: google
( Style kan rambut Aamir Khan. Ahah )

Taare Zameen Par is not just a hindustan movie, it is entertaining. I can't control my tears, cried all the way watching this movie ( Mia too! Haha ) :)

This movie is all about Ishaan whose world is filled with wonders. No one seems to appreciate him. Adults are more interested in serious things like homework and marks. He just cannot get anything right in class. He is packed off to a boarding school as his parents think that they can't handle him anymore. Things are no different. In fact, he experienced trauma of separation from his family.

Don't send me to places which is very far away
A place where you can't even remember me

You know everything, my Ma

Oh by the way, you don’t get to see Aamir in the first half. Aamir arrives in the last scene. Now there are reasons to smile. It is very interesting to see how Aamir tried to help the little boy. I love the song that plays when Ishaan's parents left him. It is very emotional. Haih. Do yourselves a favour, watch this movie everyone!

Gulliver's Travels

2011-01-16T09:18:00.000-08:00

Black is the new big

Randomly picked a movie today. Gulliver's Travels. It is all about a wannabe writer who takes an assignment in Bermuda in order to impress his boss but ends up on an island where he meets the tiny citizen. Well, the movie was part silly. But yea, entirely interesting. Solid fun!

Whenever you do a thing, act as if all the world is watching

Oh, everyone has different ideas of what is normal when wandering about in public places. Haih. As the case last morning, just started the movie, the drama behind too follow the flow. Aah. So how? Be considerate of them? Give people their personal space? O okey. I know, but why in here? Is this the way to behave in public places? Get a room please.

Make sure that your happiness is not disturbing other's happiness. Hey people, try to avoid being in annoying ways. Er. Can you please try to behave at least, as if your mother are watching?

Phone call.

2011-01-09T03:16:00.000-08:00

Most people tend to texting rather than calling.
As for me, phone call is still the most important. Signifying there are people who cares for you. Questions like "Long time no see, how are you? How's study? Is there any progression?" are simply enough to make you grinned all day long! :)

Oh, how often do you talk to your parents? On the phone?

Once per day?
Perhaps, per week?

It 's the other way round with me. I call them everyday. Until they get annoyed sometimes. Haha! I have grown to love talking with them. - Call them and take their calls when they call you. Respect their desire to know what's going on with you. Appreciate them.

How about your friends? Best friend?

For people who are content with just texting, keep it at that. But if you would like to call and talk to them, just call them yourself. I am very sure that they they will glad to receive your call. Have to be understood, they cannot call you everyday. But most days, a good night call or thinking of you text will be much more appreciated.

Feel blessed with your relationships, everyone!

New chapter, ;)

2011-01-08T02:50:00.000-08:00

Assalam.

Sorry, for the lack in updates. Lots of things happened during the past few days. So, whats up? New resolution this year? Or may be just renewing the last year's?

No worry.

Think year is around. :)

Nothing big gets accomplished in a day. Resolutions are set in one day, but accomplished with a hundred steps that happen throughout the year. The resolution is only a starting point. Most important, stick to your plan.

You should always love your family

2010-12-26T03:30:00.000-08:00

Gatherings with family may be more important than what you think.

Did anyone realize?

Imagine when we went for a holiday or celebrate any occasion without one of the family members. There was no fun right?

At that time probably, we realize that how important they are to us. And of course, that time, we came to know about the importance of our families. Ya, makin menginjak usia, makin kurang masa bersama keluarga. Itu yang saya rasa, susahnya mahu semua bersama. Bagi yang masih punya kesempatan, hargai lah ia! :)

Most people do not know the importance of family. They prefer to spend their time with their friends. But when they are surrounded by problems, it was their family that helped them get rid of problems. Kan? Ish. Teman tak selalu ada. Mereka cepat berlari, kita di belakang termengah- mengah mengejar. Tiba suatu masa, pasti kita ditinggalkan.

Therefore, what exactly makes up a strong family?

A family that supports throughout the family. That sustain it members, I mean.

I love my family

For the small things that they teach me

All, you should always love your family. They are the people who love you. :)

Receiving something with love.

2010-12-22T03:12:00.000-08:00

I can never thank you enough, but I will try.

Thanks a million

Is there a better thing than receiving something with love?

Thank you is a simple phrase which is so common that we have taken for granted. Sometimes people think that it is just an unimportant small thing. So, we can choose whether to say it or not. Yes, many of us forget about this. Even me too! (:

Thank you means everything.
Being thankful is a simple thing.
It has great effect to someone's life.

I am trying to become more conscious when I can say thank you. I want everyone who ever do something to me know how much I appreciate it. Whether I send out thank you cards, say it to their face, call, or even via short message, I want they know that I am very pleased with them.

Thank you for your gift of love.

It just make sense to me. Thank you.

So, people! Look around and maybe, you 'll notice that there is indeed someone who has been spare their time to be with you. Say thank you to them! :)

Congratulations on not being single anymore! :)

2010-12-11T01:43:00.000-08:00

Yay for them! Yay yay!

Lately, it has been a lot coupling up going on.

Sure, I would love to be in a relationship.

And when he comes along, I hope people will be happy for me.

It is always a good thing to have found someone that you are compatible with. I am happy to know that my friends have found someone that they can share common interests. But, in the mean time, there is still nothing wrong with not officially being in a relationship. hehe.

It is not about having someone, it is about enjoying the one we have. One day, we will meet the right person and we will enjoy many days together! Mudahannya lah kan? Hey, your first love is something that you'll never forget. Don't waste it on somebody you don't really care for. Just because you don't want to be looked at as weird for not being just like everybody else.

Time seems to crawl, I miss you.

2010-12-07T08:16:00.000-08:00

Sukarnya memendam rasa

Inginku luahkan kata

Suddenly, I realize days have already passed, weeks and even months. Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling. Well, it feels good to miss someone.

I guess this is a way of growing up. It teaches you how to cope with being lonely and let you know, that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.

So, who ever the person is,

if you miss someone, tell them and let them know! :)

Awal Muharram, the Muslim celebration.

2010-12-04T22:31:00.000-08:00

The Islamic new year, the day that marks the beginning of a new islamic calendar year. Muharram,is based on the date of the Hijrah of Prophet Muhammad s.a.w from Makkah to Madinah, in year 622 on the guidance of Allah.

Bulan Muharram, bulan Allah.

Sesungguhnya Allah s.w.t telah membuka lembaran tahun baru di dalam takwim Islam dengan bulan Muharram. Tidaklah kedapatan bulan yang lebih mulia dalam takwim Islam di sisi Allah s.w.t itu selepas bulan Ramadhan melainkan bulan Muharram. Ianya dinamakan bulan Allah yang khas disebabkan besarnya kehormatannya. -Al- Hassan Al- Basri rahimahumullah.

This is the perfect time, to review and make new resolutions for the year. It is the time to check our personal progress. In order to be a better man.

Konklusi, satu Muharram bukan sekadar cuti umum. Ia adalah titik mula, dalam usaha untuk menuju laluan kebaikan, sekaligus, meninggalkan kemungkaran. Selamat tahun baru!

Rapunzel: A Tangled Tale

2010-12-04T04:46:00.000-08:00

Rapunzel: A Tangled Tale

Life is good this weekend, went to watch Rapunzel at Sunway. Awesome! Even though this movie clocks near to two hours, it is basically a feel good movie. I was treated with a relaxing and enjoyable movie. There are many funny scenes, especially those that involve the cute chameleon. This movie is romantic, with a great humor. :)

I would recommend this movie to everyone, young and old! I look forward to seeing this amazing movie again.

It is not a big thing if you leave me now

2010-11-27T05:34:00.000-08:00

I'm a big big girl

In a big big world

Yes, I'm lying. The loss of relationship can bring on heartache. It can be rough, no matter what, no one really wants to go through them. How can I let go, someone that I love?

I don't know how to speak for anyone but myself.

I know that somewhere in the future everyone will leave. The thing is that I can't imagine the world without the person that I love. I realize how much it'll hurt when they are gone. I just started to think how much I would hurt and how meaningless my life would be without them.

Nikmat, dugaan Allah.

Satu ujian, satu anugerah.

Ujian mendatang selalunya menjadikan diri kita lebih tegar. Masakan tidak, ia mengajar kita untuk menjadi lebih lasak dalam menggalas setiap beban kehidupan. Andai tidak mampu bertahan pada ujian yang awal, mungkin sahaja, peringkat seterusnya kita rebah.

Lain manusia, lain yang ditanggungnya.

Gadis - gadis Kota Riyadh

2010-11-23T21:59:00.000-08:00

Aku menulis tentang gadis- gadis temanku. Setiap orang ada cerita sendiri, bandingkan ceritanya dengan ceritaku

Little children headache; big children, heartache

This novel is interesting, thanks Mia!

Raja Alsanea did a great job writing the book. This novel is about four girls from the origin of Saudi Arabia who lives in the upscale city of Riyadh. They are bound by family, tradition and culture in determining the spouse. In matters of love and marriage, the family has a power to determine their respective partner. Rails lines of ethnicity and family history are the major factors in determining a mate for their children.

Bila ada yang mahukan kita, jiwa kita menolaknya

Bila pula kita mahukan seseorang, takdir menolaknya dari kita

The plot is developed further by telling the stories of romantic disappointment girls named Lamees, Sadeem, Gamrah and Michelle. The story of forbidden love, love without parental consent, marriage and divorce a month after the various conflicts are successfully explored by Raja Alsanea. The ending is not a happy ending but at least, it is the best thing happen to the four main characters in the novel. :)

What's wrong with teenagers today?

After reading this novel, I asked myself with the question above. It's so sad how quickly youngsters are growing up these days. In the mean time, scary! I wonder how the lives of my children will be one day, how fast will they grow up? *risau*

Your feelings don't have to control you

2010-11-08T03:42:00.000-08:00

I feel so frustrated! Why did this have to happen? I 've said all these things many times, out loud or in my mind. I won't allow all these feelings to control me. Move on.

Ya Allah jangan kau coba aku

Melebihi batas mampu dan sanggupku

Bangunlah, jika Dia menghendaki kamu berdiri,dan duduklah jika Dia menghendaki anda duduk! Bersabarlah ketika Allah menjadikan anda seorang yang fakir. -La Tahzan

Umpama mimpi, itu lah perasaan kecewa yang dihadapi. Kurang berasas, tidak bertapak. Lumrah hidup, didatangi dengan segala macam jenis rasa. Gembira, sedih dan kecewa. Andai hidup gembira sentiasa, tiada manisnya gembira itu. Sekarang masa untuk mencari, mengumpul semula semangat yang hilang.

Kesedihan ini bukan dicari. Lagi bukan yang diharapkan. Masalah hari ini sudah ditetapkan 50 ribu tahun lama dahulu. Jelas, rezeki hari ini ditangguh. Ketetapan Nya pasti datang nanti. Oh ya, ini kisah manusia tertekan yang sedang menanti belaian kasih penciptanya.

Kelantan create history.

2010-10-30T21:39:00.000-07:00

Football is not a sport, it is a culture

Malaysia Cup Champion 2010

The Red Warriors created history when they defeated Negeri Sembilan in a thrilling Malaysia Cup final last night. Although they were stunned when Negeri Sembilan scored the first goal of the match during a penalty kick, they tried hard and managed to equalize the game.

Finally, by displaying the fighting spirit, Kelantan managed to struck another goal and won the Malaysia Cup title. Grats Kelate! Gomo Kelate Gomo!

Our parents made us what we are

2010-10-27T09:36:00.000-07:00

Kebelakangan ini, saya sering menghabiskan masa bersama Tok Ayah. Terlantar di katil, tidak mampu berjalan segagah dulu, dan bercakap seramah dulu. Ya, dunia sekarang sudah terlalu banyak disajikan dengan pelbagai berita tentang sikap buruk anak-anak terhadap ibu bapa.

Ini salah satu petanda akhir zaman, tapi saya sukar untuk mengerti bagaimanakah perasaan orang yang sanggup memperlakukan ibu bapa sendiri seperti sampah terutamanya apabila mereka telah berjaya dan ibu bapa pula sudah dimamah usia. (mudahan saya tidak termasuk dalam kalangan ini, ya Allah)

Grandparents are a little bit parents, a little bit teacher, and a little bit best friend

They made us what we are today. They took our hand in the childhood because we were learning to walk, they taught us how to overcome the obstacles and go forward. But what do we do now when they have not remained so strong to walk?

Do we give them our hand?

Or give them a stick, and asked them to walk your way?

How disgusting on our part.

How ungrateful the materialistic world has made us.

"Dan rendahkanlah dirimu terhadap mereka berdua dengan penuh kesayangan dan ucapkanlah: "Wahai Tuhanku, kasihilah mereka keduanya, sebagaimana mereka berdua telah mendidik aku sewaktu kecil".(Surah Al-Israa:24)

Dear all, we should not forget that getting old is a process of life. It is a circle which will come to us also, today our parents are old tomorrow we are going to be old.

Fear of exam failure.

2010-10-22T03:45:00.000-07:00

Every man is afraid of something

I used to be of average results during my high school until I moved on to UiTM for Science Foundation. Everything seemed to be very tough. Then, came the final exam of semester 1 and somehow I think I screwed up badly (My instinct told me). The results are not out yet but I have very bad feeling about this. I was really afraid to lose my good results and I was so afraid that I might fail and eventually lost everything! :'(

I understand that life must be goes on but I realize that this exam is very important as well and the results will be needed for degree application. I might lose a few other opportunities next year because of these results. *What should I do?*

Selangor crash out.

2010-10-15T08:42:00.000-07:00

Football is an incredible game

Sometimes, it is so unbelievable! :D

The match was played under tight security after crowd trouble in the first leg, but the 25,000 Kelantan fans at the stadium were at their best behaviour.

Kelantan, after this memorable victory, will be in a confident mood when they face Kedah in the semi-finals. Gomo Kelate Gomo!

Mencari hidayah

2010-10-13T03:42:00.000-07:00

Sebenarnya hati ini cinta kepada Mu

Sebenarnya diri ini rindu kepada Mu

Most of the people (including me) on earth is unaware of true guidance of Allah. Many people are misguided on earth.

How to achieve true guidance of Allah?

A light of guidance which can make heart fine and calm.

A light of guidance which can make a person closer to Allah.

Let's turn to Allah, let's seek His perfect help. Insya Allah, Allah responds to the call of His servants when they asks for guidance -istikharah.

Tuhan hadiahkanlah kasih Mu kepadaku

Tuhan kurniakanlah rindu Mu kepadaku

For the rest of my life

2010-10-08T09:33:00.000-07:00

Now let me let you know

You 've opened my heart

For The Rest of My Life, Maher Zain.
I love this song very much. This is a beautiful nasheed. He talks about the love that Allah has instilled in his heart for his wife. I never cried when I listen to any musics, but amazingly, the lyric made my eyes full with tears. It 's all about Islam. The music is such an inspiration to others. -How I wish that my future husband will sing this song to me with his full heart when we already married later.

Dear Maher Zain,

When I listen to your song, I feel like a cold water splash on my heart. I feel calm and peace although at that moment my heart full with stuffs. I am so glad to know that there is someone blessed by Allah with such an amazing voice like yours. Subhanallah

Versus, Hlovate

2010-10-06T06:04:00.000-07:00

Buat awak yang mahu berubah,

Berubah lah walaupun payah

Versus is the first Hlovate's book I've read. The book conveys a message that everyone can change, and a change in attitude can probably change your life. Reminder, this is not an ordinary novel. Anti Malay- novel? Then, try this one! You 'll be addicted to it. Hehehe (Thanks Mia!)

The phrase that I love the most:

“All verses in the Quran are like personal love letters from God to us. Tak percaya tengok dia punya translation. If you want to find solace and calm for the sore, the words will heal it straight away. Ayat memujuk macam dalam al-Insyirah and ad-Dhuha. Sooth you anytime. Sweet!”.

You won't regret choosing this book. Trust me :)

What's wrong with telling the truth?

2010-10-04T06:50:00.000-07:00

The majority of people follow rather than think for themselves. They do not use their own brains to work things out. That's how I see things, anyway.

If you lie, it is important to remember what you told and to whom and then to cover yourself. Lies hurt, seriously. Hey! Sepandai- pandai tupai melompat akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga. Jangan sampai nasi menjadi bubur.

It is all about yourselves. Do you lie to avoid being caught out about something or you find it is easier to lie than tell the truth?

Siapa makan cili, dia terasa pedasnya.
Am warning you, stop telling lies!

Tell yourself that it is only a test

2010-09-14T09:26:00.000-07:00

This post is specially written to everyone who has a fear of final exams, just like me.

Exam is a regular routine works of a student and just like game, there may be winning or fail, try to face the failure and try to be more and more efficient in this game of study. Studying is like eating and drinking and sleeping, that we have to spend at-least one hour every day, study one word a day and one statement a day. Don't worry too much, everything 'll be alright. ( M not going to use All Is Well :D )

Our ambition remain as dream unless and until we overcome the fear. Lucks! :)

Ketika Cinta Bertasbih

2010-09-03T19:34:00.001-07:00

Bertuturlah cinta

Mengucap satu nama

Perjalanan hidup dan cinta Azzam yang berliku tidak sekadar menyentuh jiwa saya. Ia juga mengajar saya mendalami rahsia ilahi dalam memaknakan cinta. Kehadiran Anna, seorang wanita Islamik yang mengetuk hati Azzam menjadi aset yang mengikat kedua- duanya dalam misteri cinta yang dikemaskini dalam sudut pandangan yang sangat berbeza dari filem romantis lain.

I'm yet to read the novel. But yes, it is such a beautiful movie. Saya sedar, saya tidak sebaik Anna Althafunnisa untuk punya seorang seperti Abdullah Khaerul Azzam. Namun, tak salah berharap kan? (Mudahan Allah faham) :)

As we celebrate independence

2010-08-30T22:25:00.000-07:00

Satu Malaysia Menjana Transformasi

As we head into the weekend of independence celebrations, I had a thought. 31st August has been an important holiday but today, more and more people do not know why we actually celebrate this day. If you are not up to date on your history of the Malaysia, 31st August, 1957 is the day that the colonies decided to declare themselves independent of Tanah Melayu. On this day, Tanah Melayu was free.

Today, we celebrate the fact that we are a free nation. The declaration of Independence stands as a symbol for all of the things that we, as Malaysians, believe in. The right to live with the freedoms of religion and with the ability to think and do for yourself.

Malaysia, I Love U :)

My problem is I cry way too easily

2010-08-25T03:51:00.000-07:00

I take everything personally and to heart.

Sesungguhnya hati ini sedang menangis.

Crying isn’t bad, but it isn’t fun either. I still don’t know why this happens, but I prefer to think that I’m too emotive. My case is related only to the fact that I cry very easily. Hehe. Ketawa sekali pun, pasti tertitik air mata :D

The worst is when I watch movies or I read books of drama. I passed through too many embarrassing situations on cinemas, movie sections on school and, now, on college and watching movies with my girlfriends. Occasionally, even they know me so well as myself, they like to make joke on me. Tengok Karate Kid pun boleh nangis ke?( Wey. Sedih la! HAHA)

But what I would like to stress is that I’m not a sad person. I smile and laugh a lot during all the day. :) :)

Lessons of Ramadhan.

2010-08-14T03:57:00.000-07:00

Recalling the Ramadan of my youth, I now realize that this month meant little more to me. This year, I am having my Ramadhan in Puncak Alam. I am looking forward to the opportunity to compare the experience in the uni- life to my experience at home . Although some aspects will surely be different, I am sure that many of the practices will be very similar.

This indicates that no matter how far away I felt from home, the familiar sights of gathering made me feel welcome. The breaking of the fast, the Athan call to prayer, and the services that followed reminded me of home, enabling me to cherish these Islamic traditions in a new way. :)

The famous Ramadhan

2010-08-07T20:19:00.000-07:00

“[The Prophet] would meet him (Gabriel) every night in Ramadan and they would recite the Quran to each other.” (Saheeh Al-Bukhari)

And I wondering, how is my Ramadhan 'll be this year? (:

Peace and blessings be upon him.

2010-08-06T11:33:00.000-07:00

Just coming back from faculty, watching a night movie about The Prophet, Muhammad s.a.w. It was awesome! I cried from earlier all the way.

The movie is set about 1400 years ago, during the early years of Islam, and relates the events that unfolded which led to the rise of a renewed religion in the Arabian desert. The film aims to introduce the story of Islam and its Prophet to new generations.

This film is both educational and entertaining. It introduces the main people and events that gave rise to the religion of Islam. This film is in an animated medium that is accessible to all ages. It can be an experience everyone can enjoy and share together.

I love the Bilal's voice. Allahuakbar

How old is love?

2010-07-28T02:01:00.000-07:00

It's important to understand that love is a choice. Being a teenager can be difficult, and it's important for all teenagers to experience the process of learning how to live and what it will mean to one day be an adult. I know, love is an amazing feeling. In my case, it's all just a matter of patience. Not now, sorry.

Alphabet Weekends

2010-07-26T09:58:00.000-07:00

I finished the book last holidays and have to give it a thumbs up! After reading Things That I Want My Daughters To Know, I was wondering if Mrs Noble could ever interest me again.

The heroin, Natalie has been dumped by her boyfriend of 6 or 7 years. Her long term friend, Tom suggests he takes her mind of her emotions by the alphabet weekends. What starts out as two friends spending time together over the weekend, each trying to out do the other on the event, forms into something much deeper.

I found this book easy to read. The alphabet kept me guessing though and some of them were good! I was trying to think up of my own as I went along and would like to try the game someday myself (hint hint :D)

All in all, Noble had written it very well. Grats! :)

Back to the reality.

2010-07-24T21:04:00.000-07:00

Aloha!

Sorry for the lack in updates. Hoping that all of you enjoy your long holiday and had a fabulous weekend. ;) My holiday was all good, superb I must say! Though the college is going to start tomorrow, I'm still like in a holiday mood. Till now, home works seems to be never ending. I want time pass fast to end my foundation faster but I'm still not fully prepared (:

Well, had played hard during the mid semester holidays. Er. And now, back to the reality! Happy study everyone! :)

Housemates.

2010-07-22T10:18:00.000-07:00

On behalf of my friends, I'm writing this post. :D

Moving in with others can be a great fun but it can also be a challenging experience, especially if we don't get along with other housemates.

Er. Maybe it is quite over, but there are still people who are not good housemates. Those housemates I call “nightmare” housemates, because their behavior can make home far from the heaven it should be. This kind of housemates don't acknowledge that their behavior affects others.

Best friends, I know, living with someone who is difficult to get along with can quickly become painfully but be patient. Everything will be okay. Soon or later!

Oh thank God, I have no problem with my housemates. They are all superb! :)

Mimi Amira binti Fauzi.

2010-07-21T03:24:00.000-07:00

A friend is someone you can share everything and anything with

I know a lady called Mimi Amira - she is one of my very close friend who have been my friend for years. I laugh with her, cry with her and I am able to be completely myself as she loves me and support me unconditionally.

Aku mencintai sahabatku dengan segenap jiwa ragaku, seakan-akan aku mencintai sanak saudaraku -Imam Assyafie

Dearest Mimy,

I write this note to show you how much I care about you. I wish for you to have people who will care about you. Knowledge to make the right decisions (be matured Mimy!), strength in your values, and happiness in all that you do. May all your dreams come true on your birthday. Happy 18th birthday!

Semoga sentiasa ke arah kebaikan ;)

Sad Movie

2010-07-16T10:26:00.001-07:00

Watching a 2005 Korean movie last night. Already set in my mind that this movie is melancholic since it is entitled Sad Movie. The film focuses on the stories about four relationships. Two stories that I like the most are the story that tells of a firefighter and his girlfriend. She's waiting for him to propose. He, on the other hand, is waiting for that perfect opportunity before asking the question. And the other one is the story of a mother and a son. The mother was too busy to spend time with her young son, until an illness confines her to a hospital bed. There the mother and son begin to communicate more (This is the saddest part).

This movie reminded me of those real life stories that end unhappily. I believe all of us have those kinds of stories. It reminds us of those persons whom we loved once. Sometimes fate had its plans that against our wants. Don’t you have those stories?

All in all, I really like the simplicity of this movie.

Things I Want My Daughters To Know

2010-07-10T06:05:00.000-07:00

How do you cope in a world without your mother?

An hour after two first tests today. (Hehe)

Saw this novel on Nad' s bed. Well, I pick up this book because of the title. Things I Want My Daughters To Know. Interesting! :)

This story is mainly about a woman who says goodbye to her daughters through a series of letters and a journal in which she expresses her hopes and dreams for their futures and confesses secrets she couldn’t voice in life. The words of their mother touch the girls in different ways as they make their own journeys through life.

This book is both heartwarming and heartbreaking. It covers the sister’s reaction to their mother’s death, and the resulting bond that ties them together much tighter than before. I like this novel very much.

Current mood: Umi, I miss you! :(

Stress gives strength

2010-07-05T20:24:00.000-07:00

College life is full of new experiences and challenges. And a lot of anxieties. I am living away from home, often for the first time and often with someone that I don't really know. There are demands to work hard, look hot, make friends, and, above all, to do well. Sometimes, I think the stresses of college to be more than I can handle. *sigh*

But I am not going to quit. This is my choice. And people who know me very well know that I am a strong person. I am going to have fun since college is supposed to be one of the best times in my life.

I 'll never ashamed to admit that I am under pressure. How about you people? Feeling the same haa? (Like if you agree :D :D)

One litre of tears

2010-07-03T10:47:00.000-07:00

Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing -Aya Kito

Worth to sleep at 3 last night :)

This is indeed the most melanchonic Japanese movie I have ever seen. I cried from the earlier all the way till the very last scene. The plot is based on the true story of Japanese girl named Aya who had spinocerebellar degeneration. She kept writing in her diary until she could no longer hold a pen. Aya simply wish to live until the end of her life, and the prpose writing in the diary was to remind herself not to give up.

The fact that this movie was based on upon a real story makes this truly heart moving, even heart breaking. Honestly, I can't help my self watching all the scenes. There is really nothing to say except WOW. This story is truly insipiring and beautiful. It taught me a lot about life, not giving up, treasuring my friends and family. I recommend this movie to everyone. You ll surely learn something out of this wonderful, touching, real life movie! ;)

This is what we call the life in hostel. HAHA

2010-07-02T04:11:00.002-07:00

Great things is not created suddenly ;)

Macaroni is an easy and inexpensive meal to make. You can enjoy it with a basic GIANT chili sauce and tuna spread for a lovely taste dish. Hehe (Highlight: Giant- brand chili sauce :D) Well, this guide 'll teach you how to prepare simple macaroni! :) -Ceh, cakap macam sangat pandai memasak kan? Hee

The ingredients

Fill in a large pot. Hehe. A WATER HEATER actually. With water (Depending on the size of the pot). Remove the macaroni packaging and break it in half. Add it to the boiling water. Allow the macaroni to cook for approximately 10 minutes, stir it to keep it from sticking to the bottom of the heater.

Pour the macaroni into in a container of adequate size. Add the tuna spread, toss it well. Last, serve it with your favourite sauce! (Giant chili sauce best weh. Serious! :D)

Have a try everyone! ;)

Three Idiots

2010-06-26T00:33:00.000-07:00

All is Well

It's weekend. Yeay! :) Had a good time watching Three Idiots with some friends last night. Well, Everybody appreciated this mind blowing entertaining film. Seriously, this is a film which shows everything in such a manner. Actually, the whole story is being articulated by three bosom friends whose behaviours looks the behaviour of the idiots.

All the three Idiots looking idiot but tries to prove that actually our mentality has become idotic due to rough competition prevailing in our education system. My favourite scene: The show of delivery of baby by the conventional method. Hehe. It was very creative. And it force to think that how in emergency our brain dies and do nothing!

The Karate Kid

2010-06-19T22:02:00.001-07:00

Everybody was a kung fu fighting

Time to relax and unwind. Took some time off study to hang out with the housemates at Sunway today. Ahaha. Many things happened today. Waiting for the bus at the wrong side, missed the bus, Nad was knocked by an Indian (HAHA) etc. etc. Experience. Kan?

Well, went to the cinema. Randomly picked a movie, and paid for three tickets. The Karate Kid. yeah! No regret at all. Wahaha. The movie was outstanding. There are a few scenes that are bad like the sad parts on how he breaks his leg and stuff. I cried ;) The movie really starts off well to show his struggles living in China. Being the new guy and starting off on the wrong foot. Then he starts to realize things and you can see his evolution into a better person. Hey people, go and watch it everyone! :)

Oh. Arrived at the college at 9 pm. And start our study session back at 11 (Er. Study?)

Internet, life without it

2010-06-15T05:44:00.000-07:00

My connection at campus has been down for a few days and my life has become a bit more difficult to manage. Uh grr (: Some days with no link to the outside world, except for the telephone of course, which isn't quite the same is it?

Well, I realize that for a period of time during those days I am extremely bored. It is fine while I am at the class, but afterward without the internet to distract me, I had nothing to do for the remainder. The days were fine but it did get me thinking about how the absence of the internet might affect the majority of us.

I'm an information junkie. I help myself to generous portions throughout the day. And I am complaining here because I had to walk a few blocks to connect. To me, life without the internet is an annoyance. It takes longer to get full, but information is everywhere around me. The developed world as whole is addicted to info. The internet simply makes it easier to consume.

Hint, broadband broadband !

Off to Johannesburg. ;)

2010-06-11T20:45:00.000-07:00

Date: 11th June 2010

Time: 10 pm- 12.30 am

Venue: Rafflesia Mini Stadium (HAHA)

Programme: The Grand Opening Match of FIFA World Cup

HAHA. Experienced the excitement of the 2010 FIFA World Cup South Africa at Raff Cafe. Best kot. And the result? Mexico escapes with a tie against South Africa. Well, a tie is fair. And the game was clean. So, everyone? Tshabalabala walaweyyyyh!

A conversation. :)

2010-06-09T04:07:00.000-07:00

To many of us, our fathers are enigmas. Well, as for me, I am blessed with a great father. Not the prototypical type, but a very caring and involved father. Don't believe? See what did he do today! ;)

Received this message early in the morning today.

Anakku, gunalah masa dengan baik kerana kewajipan atas kita lebih banyak dari masa yang kita ada.

It touched my chord seriously. (I did'nt reply this message)
And, again my phone beeped. Suprisingly it was from Abah, one more time?

Mari tepat ore kenduri. Ni ado ore silat dan dikit barat. Terlintas di hati, anak abah esok- esok nak buat guana? (Due to a few reasons, this message has been modified. But still, the meaning remains).

Smiled. And in the mean time, I cried. Don't know how to explain. But for me, the messages were very meaningful! :) Well, I did reply the second message, and we did texting for a few messages, mainly talking about the interesting topic above. Hehe

Old as I am, I still miss my Abah. How about you people? :)

The lesson, :)

2010-06-03T20:44:00.000-07:00

The whole atmosphere was extremely friendly. Yeay! :) Hurm. One and half hour lecture made me realize that it was not just one year- course, it required much more hard work. The less the time, the more amount of hardwork would be needed. This was my first lesson. Well, now it would be a different story altogether.. This course, I mean.

Ahah. By the way, experienced an embarrassing moment early in this week. Perhaps, due to extremely tired- ness. Haha. I entered the wrong block. And even, the wrong ROOM. Wahaha! With embarrassment, I quickly went out from the room, while I keep on saying sorry, sorry, and sorry. It 's good that the people inside there didn't panic. All of them just smile. Ergh. I was so embarrassed to myself. Really! For your info, my house-mates experienced the same thing too. But they were quite lucky since the room was empty. Haha. They saved themselves from a very embarrassing moment. Cheer for them! Oh people, just wondering if all of you had this incident too? Let's share everyone! ;)

My very first week at college.

2010-05-28T04:00:00.001-07:00

Adjusting to college life.

Wow! The first week of college was a breeze. :)

From the room.

Now, I have a roomate to be considerate of. Hee.

Meet my roomate everyone, Munirah Nor Akmal. Yay! ;)

Having to move away far from family is going to take some time to get used to. Waking myself up everyday will be a chore in itself. I'll decide if I should go for an outing without my parents having the final verdict. I have to learn how to manage my own time and money. At the end of the day, college is all of what I make it.

The distance between Puncak Alam and Kota Bharu is greater than what I thought. Well, I find myself calling home and cherishing every conversation I have with family more and more. I send them sms(s) when they do not answer my phone. Sometimes, call to check on my siblings. I miss my parents the most. Being homesickness has really set in. Sigh*

Hey cantik, smile lah

2010-05-06T07:36:00.000-07:00

Get up and dance, get up and smile!

A farewell is necessary before you can meet again. And meeting again, after moments or lifetime is certain for those who are friends. Took some time off to Ayeen's house today. She is going to Jengka, for her matriculation. Oh adik, stop crying. It 's over already. Smile because it 's happened. Mungkin ada hikmahnya. So, smile Buyeen smile ! :)

Zainab (2) Number ONE

2010-05-01T05:50:00.000-07:00

Friends are born, not made

Programme: Re- union of Zainab (2) Girls UPSR 04'

Date: 1st May 2010 (Happy labour day!)

Time: 12 p.m- 4 p.m

Yeay! The project was superb! Everything went on smoothly. Big congratulations to us, the admins (Big, Buyeen, Syasya, & Nuyin -so, very worth right? To climb up and down the school stairs :D) It was so so sweet to recall all the childhood memories. Ha ha. Best! ;) By the way, also special thanks to Asna (for being spontaneous. Hee), and Azrin (for the banner & drawing. Beautiful dearie!).

In my friend, I found my second self

Hurm. Hoping that this is not the ending of our friendship. As Asna said in her short speech, "Mudahan ini perjumpaan pertama. Dan selepas ini mungkin perjumpaan yang diadakan akan diraikan dalam suasana yang agak berbeza.. Bersama suami.. Juga anak- anak..". Ha ha ha

The stalker (s)

2010-04-24T03:04:00.000-07:00

The professional stalkers of my life. He he

(Me, with Nana, & Sam during the Anugerah Sinar Wawasan)

After the Anugerah Sinar Wawasan programme at school today, I managed to date with Ayeen, Big, and Nuyin (Big and Ayeen was from SK Zainab 2, went there for a discussion regarding of our big reunion). The outcome of the date? Had our lunch at Noodle Station KB Mall (since three restaurants that we would like to go were all closed), checked out green shoes for Ayeen, accompanied her to cut her hair (unfortunately, the kedai was full. Hee), and finally, filled our tummies with cendol at a stall in Tanjung Chat. All in all, the date was perfect! :)

The feeling,

2010-04-18T21:36:00.000-07:00

Just wondering is this normal ? Or am I really behind?

Let me tell you, clearly (This is what I feel right now. Want a better respond? Go and approach somebody else). As for me, I think finding someone just for the sake of being in a relationship is not a good idea.

A healthy relationship can only happen when both people are ready and feel complete within themselves. And, I 'm not ready yet. Sorry (Seriously, have to be phisycally and mentally prepared in order to upgrade the status).

Don't you think that I 'm giving chances to you right now? I 'm giving you a chance to enjoy your single life. Spend time doing things that interests you. Well, I like you. I'm not lying. And I 'm very happy with this kind of friend relationship.

To go further, I don't think I can afford it. I 'm sorry. I 'm dealing with my principle. And I 'm not going to ruin it just because of the small matter that I, myself not sure enough. I 'm sorry. When the time is right, then maybe we can start it all over again!

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Kau tak tahu perasaan ku
Dan ku tak mahu kau tahu

Dudukkanlah hati anda pada kerusinya, nescaya kebanyakan hal yang dikhuatirkan tidak akan terjadi. Dan sebelum yang anda cemaskan itu benar- benar terjadi, perkirakan saja apa yang paling buruk darinya, dan kemudian persiapkan diri anda untuk menghadapinya dengan tenang hati. -La Tahzan, Dr. Aidh bin A Al- Qarni

Rock the life! :)

2010-04-11T20:46:00.000-07:00

Life is too short to waiste a minute

Life is time we have to make the best out of it no matter what may come our way. Allow love to be the leader in our life. Love whatever we have to do, thus we will always be able to do what we love and to love what we do. I don't mean to be careless and crazy but I do mean to live each day to the fullest that we can. So, come on guys! Relieve the stress!

A life lived to the fullest starts with oneself

Well, check out how I live my life :)

Because of your smile, you make your life more beautiful!

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See, amazing right? Friends give you a different perspective on things and they can surely fill in any emptiness inside you. Come to think of it, how will you ever enjoy your weekend without your friends? Grow and aspire to become the person you have always dreamed of becoming. Then, you 'll master your life. Live with passion babeh! :)

Balasan dari pertolongan

2010-04-08T21:28:00.000-07:00

"Jadilah engkau pemaaf, dan suruhlah orang mengerjakan kebaikan. Serta berpalinglah daripada orang- orang yang bodoh."

Memberi pertolongan kepada seseorang itu adalah dituntut supaya hubungan komuniti sesama manusia *highlight: kawan- kawan* itu menemui keharmonian yang berpanjangan. Namun, kita perlu berhati- hati dengan setiap pertolongan yang diberikan. Jangan sampai pertolongan itu menggalakkan kepada perkara- perkara berlawanan dengan norma- norma kemanusiaan.

Oleh sebab itu lah pentingnya memilih kawan. Bukan untuk membezakan status ketinggian sesama manusia. Ini adalah kerana dasar memikirkan sesuatu yang terbaik buat diri kita sendiri.

Sedarlah, tidak semestinya setiap pertolongan itu menjadi penawar bagi kedukaan dan kesusahan sahabat kita. Sekiranya ia dilakukan untuk perkara yang tidak baik, ia adalah racun untuk sahabat kita. Malahan, racun itu juga akan menular kepada diri kita sendiri.

Peranan seorang sahabat sebenarnya terhapus setiap kali dia membantu untuk melakukan kejahatan. -Chit Chat Remaja Mengenai Sahabat, M. F. Abu Bakar.

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Saya rasa: *Mengeluh*. Ya, saya dan teman- teman lain tidak sanggup melihat teman saya itu kesusahan ataupun dianiaya walaupun jelas hakikatnya teman saya itu sendiri yang mula melakukan kesalahan atau sikapnya sendiri yang mengundang kecelakaan.

Saya dan teman- teman lain ikhlas membantu. Namun, saya dan teman- teman lain risau teman saya itu semakin agresif melakukan perkara yang salah dan tersalah erti pertolongan yang diberikan. Mungkin, teman saya itu beranggapan saya dan teman- teman lain menyokongnya.

Saya dan teman- teman lain juga risau, pertolongan yang diberikan selama ini lebih menghanyutkan teman saya itu dan sekali gus menyebabkan saya dan teman- teman lain terhanyut bersama.

Justeru, bagaimana ya? Tidak perlu mengambil tahu langsung perihal teman saya itu? Kami sayangkannya :) *sekali lagi, mengeluh panjang*.

Marriage? In an early age?

2010-04-06T22:28:00.000-07:00

I was taking a break today to read the news, and glanced through this article: Utusan Malaysia Online - Dalam Negeri, about an under aged student who decided to marry her boyfriend for the sake of LOVE.

There is only one happiness in life -

to love and to be loved.

YES! Admit the quote above, but married at 15? Absolutely NO! This is a bad idea for most people. People change a lot about what they want in life, just because marriage sounds great now, what will happen down the road? A very young person with their entire life ahead of them needs to be very careful.

Dear Halimaton,
Do think again about your decision. You don't even know what life is all about in your early age. Live your life make sure you have fun and settle down later sister! :)

I'm not perfect.

2010-04-02T06:54:00.000-07:00

God knows I'm not perfect, either

Yes. I do mistakes. Those mistakes, those imperfections is what makes us who we are. It's just a matter of learning from the mistakes. So please, give me chances to correct them.

You are trampling on my feelings.

Listen! All I ask is that you listen.
Don't talk or do- just hear me, please?

When I ask you to listen to me and you started giving me advice, you have not done what I asked. Please listen and just hear me. If you want to talk, wait a minute for your turn and I will listen to you.

Nilai diri ini.

2010-03-25T03:39:00.001-07:00

Hargailah sesuatu sesuai dengan harganya.

Jika kecintaan seseorang yang jatuh hati kepada Laila dan Salma mampu merampas hati dan akalnya.. Maka apa akan dilakukan oleh seseorang yang mendalam rasa rindunya kepada Yang Maha Tinggi? -La Tahzan :)

How Starbucks Saved My Life

2010-03-22T08:33:00.000-07:00

Story of a Man who had it all,

then lost it all,and found it again

Though I'm not even a coffee drinker, much less a Starbucks frequenter, I've chosen to read this book. From the moment he was born, Michael Gates Gill led a privileged life. His parents were well-off, and nothing was too expensive for their son.

He studied at Yale and, upon his graduation, walked straight into a job with a major advertising firm. He worked hard with the firm, doing everything he could for the company and his clients - he earned well, but often allowed his family life to suffer.

Naturally, after twenty-five dedicated years with the company, he was fired. Gill hasn't worked in months and he's sitting in a Starbucks near his childhood home, nursing a latte. In a massive stroke of luck, that branch of Starbucks is throwing an open house.

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Work, no matter what it is, is what you make it

While I'm not a big fan of Starbucks coffee, I found this book a delightful read. I enjoyed reading about Gates' journey from an upper job, his decline, and how he found happiness in menial tasks like scrubbing toilets, talking to customers, and working a Starbucks bar. The book conveys a message he learned from his eldest daughter Bis about work being dignity.

Qadha' dan qadar Allah, saya terima seadanya.

2010-03-04T05:06:00.000-08:00

Tidak ada sesuatu kesusahan (atau bala bencana) yang ditimpakan di bumi, dan tidak juga yang menimpa diri kamu, melainkan telah sedia ada di dalam Kitab (pengetahuan kami) sebelum kami menjadikannya.. (Al- Hadid:22)

Jangan anda merasa gundah dan bersedih dikeranakan sesuatu penyakit, kematian yang semakin dekat, atau kerugian harta. Sesungguhnya merupakan sesuatu yang telah Allah takdirkan dan semua yang telah menjadi takdir Allah pasti terjadi. Kita tidak mempunyai pilihan lain, sebaliknya menerima takdir itu, kerana Allah lah yang berhak menentukan. -La Tahzan, Dr. Aidh bin Abdullah Al- Qarni

Tujuh hari lagi.
Er. Sebelas Mac 2010

Ya, sesungguhnya seminggu terakhir yang sangat memedihkan.
Saya tahu, qadha Allah pasti akan terjadi, tidak kira buat yang menolak mahupun yang menerima.

Dalam masa yang sama,
Saya juga yakin dengan janji Allah.

...berdoa lah kepada kepadaKu, nescaya doa kalian akan Aku perkenankan (AL- Mu'min:60)

Ya Allah, saya sepenuh hati menyerahkan semua hal kepada takdirmu. Mudahannya jiwa saya tenang menjalani semua yang memang harus saya tempuh. Sekiranya terjadi sesuatu yang tidak saya mahukan, itu adalah ketentuan yang perlu diterima hati. :)

Siapa menanam, dia akan menuai. Dengan izinNya, Amin.

Where Rainbows End

2010-03-02T17:25:00.000-08:00

For the third time, I read this book and.. Love it, love it, love it! I love this book! It my favourite book from Cecelia, Its written in the unusual form of emails, IM's and letters. I read the whole book in one sitting. I cried with laughter during different parts of the book.

I love Rosie Dunne, and in turn, Alex, too. To like this novel you have got to like both of the main characters as they are featured the heaviest, writing notes and emails and things to each other. I couldn't help feeling for the pair of them and hoping that, for once, fate would allow them to be together. What can I say is Where Rainbows End is the ultimate love story.

As promised, the happiness projects ;)

2010-03-01T20:09:00.000-08:00

Beauty is power, a smile is its sword.

Whoever is happy will make others happy, too

That is happiness, to be dissolved into something completely great! :)

Ohh. Thanks friends. What can I say is ALLAH makes lots of people in all colors, shapes, and sizes. He loves them very much. Instead, we need to look on them in love and sing this song: I can be your friend. I can be your friend. Any day in any weather. We can be friends and play together.. :)

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People say that life is the thing, but I prefer reading. - L P Smith

Received this book from Umi on my 18th birthday last February. I do have to say, this was a sweet and surprisingly heartwarming book. I certainly wasn't expecting it to be a ghost story!

In Twenties Girl, Lara Lington attends the funeral of her 105-year-old great-aunt, Sadie Lancaster, whom she never knew. Then all of a sudden, Sadie's ghost, at the age of 23-years-old, appears to Lara. Lara is the only one who can hear or see Sadie. Sadie begs Lara to stop the funeral and to help her find her dragonfly necklace.

I thought there were some funny moments between Lara and Sadie. My favourite moment was when Sadie dressed Lara for her date. Check this one out! It might not be the Shopaholic series or Can You Keep a Secret. But definitely read it and let me know what you think. I think this is one of those books that some will love and some will not love but like. You won't hate it, that's for sure! :)

Kegelisahan yang melampau. Ya, sangat.

2010-02-20T18:01:00.000-08:00

Semenjak dua menjak kebelakangan, banyak rasanya perkara bersarang di minda. Baik sahaja memendam rasa. Mahu diluah sekalipun, tidak tahu dari mana harus dimulakan.

Apa yang saya tahu sekarang, rasa gelisah ini tidak wajar dibiarkan menghantui diri. Berserah diri kepada takdir dan redha terhadap pilihan telah ditentukanNya adalah jalan yang terbaik buat masa ini.

Okey. Case closed.
So so, happiness project please?

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Always remember to be happy because you never know who's falling in love with your smile

Well. I’ve been noticing how little I smile these two or three days -my face stays pretty serious, for the most part. And I think I should change that! Bobballe, SKJP, or whatever it is; come on come on! Plan something please? Seriously, need some therapy right now.

Kesulitan bertubi- tubi, sabar lah

2010-02-14T07:13:00.000-08:00

Buat awak yang dalam kesulitan & saya, juga kita semua :)

Jangan lah terlalu sedih dek kerana kesulitan yang menimpa dan rintangan yang mendatang. Sabar. Dan bertahan lah. Kerana pertolongan Allah sudah semakin hampir.

Sesungguhnya, kesabaran itu memberikan kedamaian. Pertolongan akan datang setelah kesabaran, kelapangan akan datang setelah kesusahan dan kemudahan akan datang setelah kesulitan.

...cukuplah Allah menjadi Penolong kami dan Allah sebaik- baik pelindung. (Ali- Imran:173)

Tuntasnya, SABAR.

Hello world, I'm 18 :)

2010-02-10T07:19:00.000-08:00

Birthdays are occasions to celebrate one's growth, maturity, and development

I'm 18 & loving it. Yeay! Well, I just want to thank my friends in Pizza Hut for celebrating my birthday over lunch today. Thanks for the lunch everyone.

By the way, the best sms of the year:

Pada subuh 10 Februari 1992, lahirlah seorang puteri yang bakal menyempurnakan harapan keluarga. Dalam payah berada di perantauan, segala cabaran ku tempuh dan kini tujuh belas tahun berlalu. Puteriku Siti Fatihah Aminah sudah bersedia untuk menggalas cabaran. Selamat hari lahir. I Love U :) -sms from Abah. *sobs

Live your dream!

2010-02-05T04:46:00.000-08:00

Dreams are food for thought

Having said the above. As for me, my dreams are my heart's desire. Things that I truly want to do. My dreams allow me to set my own goals, no matter what they are and who I am. In fact, my dreams allow me to follow my passion. Er. What are my dreams? -For now at least, let it be my secret :)

Hey people! Knowing your dream and living it is one of the way to simplify you life. By knowing your dream, you have a powerful motivator to make changes in your life. By starting to have pieces of your dream, your life takes on a joy that makes the sacrifices of simplicity worth it. Come on, start dreaming everyone!

Permulaan sebuah persahabatan

2010-02-03T05:33:00.000-08:00

Pendapat saya: Persahabatan bisa bermula di mana sahaja; pada bila bila masa sekalipun. Namun, yang paling penting sebenarnya adalah nilai persahabatan yang terjalin itu. Persahabatan itu terjadi secara berperingkat; bermula daripada hubungan yang paling ringan ; sebagai kenalan. Mereka yang jujur dan tidak mengambil kesempatan pasti merasai nikmat keindahan serta ketenangan sebuah persahabatan.

Sapaan demi sapaan semakin memesrakan pergaulan, dan seterusnya terjalinlah sebuah hubungan yang dinamakan teman ataupun kawan. Pada tahap ini, teman masih belum berhubung sesama jiwa kerana perasaan saling mempercayai masih belum terbit antara mereka.

Konklusi, apa yang menjalinkan sesebuah persahabatan itu adalah tempoh atau masa. Melalui masa itu lah perhubungan menjadi semakin intim dan saling memahami antara satu sama lain.

Kendalikan perasaan anda sebaiknya

2010-01-31T08:23:00.000-08:00

Your LOVE is blind.

This comment has been made since you both started to love.

When you start to love, your total focus is on love. You didn't notice the other things around you. And that is why I called your love is blind. Even your love give you lot of pain, you forgive him!

Wake up!
Your eyes are blind in love. Be careful! Please be a little bit alert before it gets too late (:

Farewell, Shieha

2010-01-07T19:30:00.000-08:00

True friendship, unlike love, always lasts forever

Seha dearest, everyone should have a friend like you. You cracked me up with laughter and touched my heart with your kindness. I really do believe that everybody should have a friend like you! I Love You !

Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince

2010-01-01T23:42:00.000-08:00

To know the future, you must return to the past

Search: google

Dissapointment. I am quite dissapointed with this movie. The book was so so good, so that I was expecting a great movie. Ergh. The movie was a flop! After watching it, I was like "is that it?". It was more focused on the romantic side, rather than the real story. Well, I rate it a three out of five. I realize it is hard to have every little detail in each movie, but they are leaving out very important details. The movie has no emotion, disappoint deeply those who have read it.

Yang lalu biarlah berlalu

2009-12-30T19:31:00.000-08:00

Dalam masa beberapa jam, 2009 bakal menjadi sejarah dan 2010 akan datang sebagai kalendar baru untuk setiap individu. Menoleh ke 2009 seketika, saya menganggapnya sebagai satu tahun yang sangat mencabar dan permulaan satu transformasi baru dalam diri saya.

Pada awalnya, saya ingin menyelitkan disini beberapa peristiwa penting yang berlaku dalam hidup saya sepanjang tahun ini. Namun, setelah terbaca sebuah petikan tulisan Dr. Aidh bin Abdullah Al- Qarni; saya simpulkan bahawa yang lalu biarlah berlalu.

Tahu apa yang dikatakan beliau ? Mengingati masa lalu, kemudian bersedih di atas kedukaan dan kegagalan di dalamnya merupakan suatu tindakan yang bodoh. Bagi orang yang berfikir, peristiwa masa lalu akan dilipat dan tak akan dilihat kembali. Membuka kembali lembaran masa lalu hanya akan merosakkan suasana yang ada dan menyia- nyiakan perjuangan yang selama ini sudah dilakukan.

Justeru, lupakannya! Dan hari ini adalah milik anda. Ya! Milik saya. Ungkapan ini adalah ungkapan yang paling indah bagi individu yang menginginkan kehidupan yang paling indah dan menyenangkan. Konklusi, selamat tahun baru semuanya, salam hijrah!

Cerita yang tiada hujungnya, kan?

2009-12-19T23:07:00.000-08:00

Ya. Cinta, kasih, daya tarikan, antara tajuk yang mulanya entah di mana dan penutupnya juga tidak terkesan di mana. Baru ini, saya diajukan soalan, apa yang menyebabkan kita tertarik kepada seseorang? Dan ini pendapat saya, berpandukan buku BERUDING tulisan Abdullah Hassan dan Ainon Mohd:

Menurut buku ini, kita tidak mungkin akan suka atau benci seseorang itu tanpa sebab musababnya. Pakar- pakar psikologi telah menggariskan bahawa terdapat sekurang- kurangnya tiga faktor yang mempengaruhi perasaan kita terhadap orang lain. Tidak dapat d'nafikan, keelokan ialah salah satu faktor yang penting. *kening kening :P haha. Komen saya: Keelokan sebenarnya merangkumi keelokan rupa juga peribadi. Kita mungkin tertarik kepada orang itu oleh sebab parasnya tampan; kita juga mungkin akan tertarik pada orang itu oleh sebab perawakannya walaupun parasnya kurang elok. Alaah.. Sebenarnya, kalau pada pandangan pertama, kita menganggap orang itu menarik, dah tentu kita akan nampak sifat- sifatnya yang menarik dan begitu juga sebaliknya. Kan kan?

Kita juga pasti akan mudah tertarik dengan orang yang hampir dengan kita. Makin kerap kita lihat orang itu, makin tinggi kebarangkalian untuk kita sukakannya. Jarak yang dekat antara kita dan orang itu menyebabkan kita dapat mengenalinya dengan lebih rapat. Ditambah lagi dengan proses kenal mesra melalui sms dan panggilan telefon. Lagi lah. Cuba, kalau kita tertarik dengan seseorang itu, tapi malangnya orang itu tiada rasa yang sama atau orang itu tidak tahu pun yang kita sudah terjatuh hati dengannya. Yang lagi teruk, selepas itu, kita terputus hubungan dengannya, sudah tentu tarikan itu akan jadi lemah. Dan akhirnya akan hilang sama sekali. Um. Kan?

Selain itu, faktor serupa juga mudah menyebabkan kita tertarik dengan seseorang. Kita lebih tertarik dengan orang yang suka apa yang kita suka dan benci apa yang kita benci. Orang yang sama intelektualnya miliki banyak persamaan dari segi bagaimana mereka melihat alam dan kehidupan, seperti kata pepatah, "pipit sama pipit, enggang sama enggang". Er. Betul la kan? Tapi jujur saya katakan, dalam sesetengah hal, saya gemarkan orang yang berlawanan sikap dengan saya. *ting tong. Heh

Sesungguhnya pendapat ini mungkin akan berubah suatu hari nanti, ini cuma apa yang saya rasa pada waktu ini. Jadi, topik ini tidak akan dinokhtahkan lagi. Kan? :)

Someone like you

2009-12-17T06:40:00.001-08:00

It won't be easy, but Halley knows that she can't let Scarlett down. Because a true friend is a promise you keep forever.

Someone Like You by Sarah Dessen is a well told story about a long lasting friendship. Scarlett and Halley have been best friends for as long as they can remember.

This book is about a teenager named Halley and Scarlett who live in a small neighborhood called "Neighborhood of Friends." Scarlett is upset over the recent loss of her boyfriend Michael, due to a motorcycle accident. Halley is a shy girl who is extremely close to her mom. Weeks after the accident, Scarlet finds she is carrying Michael's baby and doesn't know what to do.

This book goes on to tell how these teenager's make decisions that can change there life forever. Scarlett decides to keep the baby, while Halley and Scarlett's mom help her out. Halley decides whether she will go to the next level with her boyfriend who is pushing to do things she is unsure of. When Halley decides she isn't ready, they get into a fight and Macon crashes their car. This opens Halley's eyes to what she has become.

It was the first Sarah Dessen book I've read. Even though the two friends both have different situations going on, they stick together forever. In this book you'll realize that true friends will always be there for you, and if you fall down they'll help you back up.

Twilight

2009-12-11T20:05:00.000-08:00

Twilight is the story of Edward and Bella’s romance. Forget any vampire romance you have read before, Twilight is so unique it is almost like it’s in its own genre. The story is told in first person from the perspective of Bella, so the reader only ever know what she knows, making Edward and his family a mystery that is slowly unravelled through out the book.

Bella herself is a well written and realistic character, shy and lacking in confidence. Twilight is simply and yet beautifully written. The romance between Edward and Bella is both touching and compelling.

The Twilight is wonderful. Stephanie Meyer absolutely did a wonderful job writing the book. The movie adaption, however, did not capture the essence of the book.

I felt the movie was rushed through. There was parts in the book that I would have loved to see in the movie. But never mind, I guessed the thing is, they couldnt fit all its detail in the movie. Kan ? :)

Slumdog Millionaire

2009-12-11T04:45:00.000-08:00

What does it take to find a lost love?

Everyone is seriously talking about Slumdog Millionaire, but I have yet to see it my

self. After hearing that it has been nominated for Best Drama Film at the Golden Globes, and ten nominations at the Academy Awards, I am very eager to watch this movie.

Slumdog Millionaire is a story of a young man from the slums of Mumbai who joins India’s most popular game show in the hopes of finding his childhood love.

The hero, Jamal Malik, lived a youth characteristic of the slums: playing in the streets from sunrise to sundown, speeding through narrow alleyways to escape the police, earning money in any way possible. His mother is killed during a Hindu-Muslim riot, and he and his brother are left to fend for themselves in the city. Jamal meets Latika, another waif, and together the three live in the garbage dumps of the city.

All things considered, Slumdog Millionaire is one of the best movie I 've seen in a while. This is a movie worth seeing. After you see it, you will know why it won so many awards.